The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“Listen then, Miss Churchill—the secret of happiness is _this_: the
striking of a just balance between the desires and the faculties; if the
desires are greater than the faculties, they will goad you on to efforts
beyond your strength, and anxiety will destroy happiness, as in the case
of Mrs. Gardiner Green, whose desires Heaven knows are low enough—being
only to shine as the bright particular star of a country neighborhood—to
have the best house, the best equipage, to wear the best dresses, and
give the best dinners; grovelling as these wishes are, they yet exceed
her faculties for accomplishing them—hence her eternal fret. I can
further illustrate this class of unfortunates by a notorious name, Aaron
Burr; brilliant as were his faculties his desires yet transcended
them—he wished to rule alike despotically over the hearts and minds of
men and women, and over the nations of the earth. In both these cases
that I have cited, one from the highest, the other from the lowest grade
of mind, the evil was the same—the balance between the faculties and the
desires was not struck. Well, Miss Churchill, you are musing—upon what?”
“I was thinking, had Aaron Burr had the power of accomplishing his
ambitious desires, or had Mrs. Gardiner Green the ability to carry out
her vain ones, would either be any happier?”
“That involves another question of moral philosophy to which we have not
arrived, and which we will not discuss just now. We are speaking of
present and positive causes of unhappiness, and not of future
contingencies, Sophie—I beg your pardon, Miss Churchill.”
“Call me Sophie, I am more accustomed to that name,” said she, rather
timidly. Truly Miss Churchill was “coming round,” and the minister felt
it, for he replied gently,
“And I am more accustomed to hear you called Sophie—and,” added he
softly, “to _think_ of you as Sophie.”
She avoided meeting his eyes, which she felt fixed upon her, and a
strange pain, dissipating all the intellectual pleasures she was
beginning to receive from his society, crept into her heart—she blamed
herself for having spoken in the manner she did.
He resumed,
“You, Sophie, belong to the second class of my unfortunates, the class
whose _faculties_ transcend their desires, whose peculiar torment is
_ennui_. You, Sophie, have some noble faculty or faculties unemployed,
and they are corroding in your bosom, and you call your suffering
discontent. Your remedy is to discover these latent faculties (for very
often these are as unknown or unsuspected by their possessor, as is some
obscure physical disease), and develope and cultivate them—it is their
suppressed life that is torturing you now—bring them out, use them, give
them a field and you will be happy.”
“But how?” said Sophie, looking up again.
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