"Yes, it is beautiful," she answered. "And are you going to take me
riding in it some day?"
"This afternoon, at the first chance you have to get away," he
answered. "I had it brought over for that reason alone. I want you to
be the first to ride in it."
"Oh, how sweet of you!" she smiled. "Then immediately after lunch we'll
go, if you say so, Jarvis. I'm nervous about this dratted music. I've
been practising it on the piano, and it is different to have to work
the pedals of this thing and keep time with singers, half of whom want
to go it alone because they have been practising in the woods with the
hoot-owls."
He laughed with her, but his laugh died on his lips, for he saw her
glance in Mostyn's direction, and thought he saw a shadow flit across
her eyes. The fact that she did not mention Mostyn's return was in
itself significant, he decided, and his agony became so intense that he
was afraid she would read it in his face. He had never known before the
full depth and strength of his love. All those years he had waited in
vain. Fate was shaping things to fit another plan than his. Morally, he
had no right to come between those two lovers. Mostyn had perhaps been
unworthy, but God Himself forgave the repentant, and Mostyn showed
repentance in the very droop of his body. Dolly would pity and forgive.
She had already done so, and that was what had kindled the spiritual
glow in her face. It was said that Mostyn had given away most of his
fortune, and would have but a poor home now to offer a wife, but that
would count for naught in Dolly Drake's eyes. She had loved Mostyn, and
she could love but once.
Just then the director of the singing came up; and Saunders, after
admonishing her not to forget the ride, left her.
"I must be a man," he whispered to himself. "I have had few trials, and
this must be met bravely. If she is not for me, she is not, that is
all; but oh, God, it is awful--it is unbearable! There was hope till a
woman and a child died, and now there seems to be none. The angelic
pity for another in Dolly's white soul means my undoing."
Passing out from under the arbor, he found himself alone outside among
the tethered horses and mules. Looking back, he saw Mostyn, his eyes
still fixed on Dolly as she now sat at the organ turning over the music
with her pretty white hands.
"I must conquer myself; I simply must," Saunders said, in his throat.
"My supreme trial has come, as it must come to all men sooner or later.
If she still loves him, then even to be true to her, I must wish her
happiness--I must wish them _both_ happiness."
At this juncture he saw John Leach, the roving preacher, approaching,
swinging his hat in his hand, his fine brow bared to the sunlight.
"How are you, brother?" He greeted the planter warmly. "I heard over
the mountain that you all were holding this blow-out to-day, and I
struck a lively lick to get here before the music commenced. Somebody
told me that your friend Mostyn was here."
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