The Desultory Man: Collection of Ancient and Modern British Novels and Romances. Vol. CXLVII.James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Desultory Man: Collection of Ancient and Modern British Novels and Romances. Vol. CXLVII.
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
It was remarked of him, even as a boy, that his passions were
difficult to move; but that, like a rock hanging on a mountain's brow,
their tranquillity once disturbed, they carried all before them in
their course; and years, as they passed over his head, by teaching him
greater endurance, rendered his anger, when excited, but the more
dangerous. It was not like the quick flash of the lightning, hasty and
vehement, but as short-lived as it is bright; but it was that calm,
considerate, sweeping vengeance, which, like the snow that gathers
silently on the edge of the precipice, descends to overwhelm all that
is beneath.
He was unrelenting too, for he never dreamed that mercy might be
combined with justice. He would never have pleaded for himself, and he
could not be expected to feel for others.
His youth passed away as the flowing of some undiscovered river, whose
strange waters are never fretted by the barks of far-exploring man. He
knew nothing of any world but the world of his own mind; and his only
commune was with his own feelings, which were as things apart.
And yet there was a bitterness in standing thus alone. There was a
pain even in, the solitude of his own thoughts: and he strove to
assimilate them to something which at least _had been_. He was fond to
pore over the records of ancient virtue, and the history of those firm
inflexible beings, who rooted out from their bosom all the soft
verdure of the heart's kinder feelings, and raised in its place a cold
shrine to unrelenting justice. Here only he seemed to have
imagination: and here would he ponder and dream, till he wondered that
such a state of things did not still exist. He would fain have thought
that virtues like these contained within themselves the principles of
immortality.
He forgot that historians, even when they do not augment the worth of
what they relate, to render it the more worthy of relation, do not
seek to commemorate what is petty. So that the _few great actions_
alone are recorded, while the multitude of meannesses are forgotten.
Like the fabled eagle, that is fond to gaze upon the sun, he fixed his
eyes alone on what was bright. He would ask himself, Why might not
France produce a Brutus or a Cato? Was the soul of man degenerate? Had
it lost that power which sustained it in the inspiring days of ancient
glory? No! He felt the same spirit stirring within _his_ bosom, and he
resolved that he, at least, would live a Roman.
Such were the aspirations of his youth; but they were mixed with
little of that wild warm glow which animates the enthusiast. His
feelings, like the waters of a deep mountain-lake, were calm and cold,
though they were clear and profound. When he did feel, he felt
strongly; but the lighter things of the world passed him by as if they
had not been.
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