“Parents do well to say so, I admit,” answered Germain, “but then
they would sacrifice all their youth, the best years of their
life, to calculating what will become of them at the age when a
person is no longer good for anything, and when it is a matter
of indifference which way death comes. But I am in no danger of
starving in my old age. I am even going to lay by something, since
I live with my wife’s parents and spend nothing. And then, you
see, I shall love you so well that I can never grow old. They say
that when a man is happy he keeps sound, and I know well that in
love for you, I am younger than Bastien; for he does not love you;
he is too stupid, too much of a child to understand how pretty
and how good you are, and how you were made for people to court.
Do not hate me, Marie. I am not a bad man. I made my Catherine
happy, and on her death-bed she swore before God that she had had
only happiness of me, and she asked me to marry again. Her spirit
must have spoken to her child to-night. Did you not hear the words
he said? How his little lips quivered as his eyes stared upward,
watching something that we could not see! He was surely looking at
his mother, and it was she who made him say that he wished you to
take her place.”
“Germain,” answered Marie, amazed and yet thoughtful, “you speak
frankly, and everything that you say is true. I am sure that I
should do well to love you if it did not displease your parents
too much. But what can I do? My heart does not speak for you. I
am very fond of you, but though your age does not make you ugly,
it makes me afraid. It seems as if you were some such relation to
me, as an uncle or a godfather, that I must be respectful toward
you, and that there might be moments when you would treat me like a
little girl rather than like your wife and your equal. And perhaps
my friends would make fun of me, and although it would be silly
to give heed to that, I think that I should be a little sad on my
wedding-day.”
“Those are but childish reasons, Marie; you speak like a child.”
“Yes, that is true; I am a child,” said she, “and it is on that
account I am afraid of too sensible a man. You must see that I am
too young for you, since you just found fault with me for speaking
foolishly. I can’t have more sense than my age allows.”
“O Heavens! How unlucky I am to be so clumsy and to express so ill
what I think!” cried Germain. “Marie, you don’t love me. That is
the long and short of it. You find me too simple and too dull. If
you loved me at all, you would not see my faults so clearly. But
you do not love me. That is the whole story.”
“That is not my fault,” answered she, a little hurt that he was
speaking with less tenderness. “I am doing my best to hear you, but
the more I try the less I can get it into my head that we ought to
be husband and wife.”
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