Joan Fordibras—that was her name. Judged by her impulsive manner, the
brightness of her talk and the sweetness of her laugh, there was no more
light-hearted girl in England that night. I alone, perhaps, in all that
room, could tell myself that she carried a heavy burden, and would
escape from it by _force majeure_ of an indomitable will. Her talk I
found vapid to the point of hysteria. She told me that she was half
French and half American—“just which you like to call me.” When I had
danced twice with her she presented me to her father, General
Fordibras—a fine military figure of a man, erect and manly, and gifted
with eyes which many a woman must have remembered. These things I
observed at a glance, but that which I was presently to see escaped my
notice for some minutes. General Fordibras, it appears, had but three
fingers to his left hand.
I say that I observed the fact negligently, and did not for the moment
take full cognizance of its singularity. Alone in my chambers at the
Albany, later on, I lighted my pipe and asked myself some sane
questions. A man who had lost a finger of his left hand was not such a
wonder, surely, that I could make much of it. And yet that sure
instinct, which has never failed me in ten years of strenuous
investigation, refused stubbornly to pass the judgment by. Again in
imagination I stood upon Palling beach and looked upon the figure of the
dead sailor. The great sea had cast him out—for what? The black paper,
did not an avenging destiny write the words upon it? “Captain Three
Fingers!” Was I a madman, then, to construct a story for myself and to
say, “To-night I have seen the man whom the dead served. I have shaken
him by the hand. I have asked him to my house”? Time will answer that
question for good or ill. I know but this—that, sitting there alone at
the dead of night, I seemed to be groping, not in a house, or a room, or
a street, but over the whole world itself for the momentous truth. None
could share that secret with me. The danger and the ecstasy of it alike
were my own.
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