Upon my own part, there were conflicting hopes and desires which I could
have confessed to none. It certainly had been a blow upon my vanity that
the Admiralty had sent no ship to my assistance, and that Scotland Yard
had been so long bestirring itself. What could their delay mean but
incredulity? They doubted my story, or if they did not doubt it, then
they were wasting the precious weeks in vain inquiries at the consulates
or formal exchange with the Governments. In due season they would act,
when the Diamond Ship had made her last voyage, perhaps, and the master
criminal stood beyond their reach. Val Imroth, indeed, appeared to me to
be the beginning and the end of this great conspiracy. The others were
the puppets with which this king of rogues played a game daring beyond
all imagination of meaner minds. Let him be caught, and the house of his
crimes would be shattered to ruins. He was the Alpha and the Omega, the
brain and the soul of it. I concerned myself with no other—even little
Joan must stand in peril until he were taken. My sense of duty forbade
another course; I dare not turn aside.
Many a night and oft when the glorious Southern sky looked down upon us,
and the sea was still, and nothing but the purring voice of the
steamer’s engines could be heard, had I, alone upon the aft deck, asked
myself of Joan’s fate and of the future which awaited her. Had the
rogues discovered her that night I fled from the Valley House, or had
she been spirited away before Okyada came to me? Was it a man’s part to
have left the island immediately, or should I have lingered on in the
hope of seeing her? I know not to this day.
If a man’s love make claim upon sentiment alone and not upon
common-sense, then must I be found blameworthy. But if he is to use his
brains as much in an affair of the heart as in that of the common things
of the day, then was I justified a thousand times. Again and again did
reason tell me that the Jew would hold her as a hostage for his own
safety; and that no harm would befall her until danger threatened him.
Let me come face to face with him, and then I might fear for her. Alas!
that reason cannot always be a comforter. There were blacker hours when
I depicted her the prey of the ruffians of the island, the victim of her
foster-father’s savage anger, alone and defenceless amongst them all,
looking for my coming, and crying in her despair because I did not come.
These were the blacker hours, I say. Let the long spell of waiting
answer for them. They vanished like the mist when the good news came.
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