The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)Dukhovskaia, Varvara
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The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)
Dukhovskaia, Varvara
Russia -- Social life and customs; Voyages and travels
An American boy, Floyd Reynolds, a student of the University of Bonn,
who lived in our hotel, was burning with impatience to be presented
to me. One day he sent me up an enormous bouquet with his card pinned
on it. Shildecker took it into his head to be detestably jealous of
Floyd. Giordano was not dangerous to him being no longer young and not
particularly good-looking, but he was wild at my flirting with Floyd,
in who’s company he did not show to advantage. He soon became very
tedious, never leaving us alone and coming in our way when we wanted to
be free and quiet; he seemed to take a perverse pleasure in interrupting
our conversation. I considered two a better number than three, and as
for Shildecker I would have liked to have kicked him round the room.
He followed me everywhere, but I turned my back and devoted myself to
Floyd, and left him out in the cold. He caught me in all the available
corners, when we visited churches and museums, and made love to me,
telling me that he adored me to madness, and that he was going to cut
his throat, or hang himself, or I know not what, unless I gave him hope.
That sounded very tragical indeed! It may be all stuff and nonsense, but,
nevertheless, I undoubtedly played with fire and was in a constant fear
that he might do something wild and desperate; I am sure it’s enough to
make any girl nervous! But I was not going to let him spoil our trip, and
tried to keep away from him, thereby driving him into a more feverish
condition than ever. He grew perfectly ill with jealousy. How black he
looked that love-sick boy! He suffered and I enjoyed myself; that is
the way of the world! The day we left Naples, Shildecker wanted to go
with us to the train, but I determined he should not have the chance,
and indicated to him a wrong train. I was awfully vexed when I saw him
at the station, looking down the platform with anxiety. Despite all my
precautions he had tracked me. When he asked permission to write to me, I
looked at him as though suddenly remembering his presence, and answered
with an air of royal condescension: “You may do as you like!”
We spent three days in Rome, roaming through the splendid museums and
churches, and had the chance of seeing the Pope officiate in St. Peter’s
Cathedral, which was a very imposing spectacle.
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