The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)Dukhovskaia, Varvara
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The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)
Dukhovskaia, Varvara
Russia -- Social life and customs; Voyages and travels
One beautiful frosty night we went out sledging to the Islands in the
outskirts of St. Petersburg; we drove in troikas, wide sleighs drawn by
three horses. It was very cold; I was quite frozen and rubbed my fingers,
and Stenger, who sat opposite to me, slipped his hand into my muff, and
under pretence of warming my hands, pressed them, almost crushing them
in his grasp, but my aunt soon put a stop to this massage, saying that
my muff would do the business much better. Stenger’s adoration was too
bothering, and as I did not happen to be consumed with passion myself,
I grew weary of it and lavished my attention upon Ofrossimoff, a very
good-looking boy, a scholar of the Lyceum. Naturally, Stenger was full
of bitter envy towards his successor, and strongly disapproved of him.
I tried to pacify his jealousy, but it was not to be subdued and I made
his eyes look angry very often. Stenger grew altogether impossible, and
his fits of jealousy became disagreeably frequent of late. I scarcely had
a moment alone with Ofrossimoff, Stenger resolutely determined not to
let us sit together, and was always in our way and came and spoilt our
talk. Wherever we went he turned up unexpectedly and looked upon us with
suspicious eyes. I have never felt so watched, and mentally sent him to
the antipodes, for I was always the same, with no idea of constancy; I
simply tossed aside my admirers as an old glove, as soon as anybody more
attractive turned up. For me that tiresome Stenger was already a broken
toy; I did not wish to spend my time looking at him when I could spend it
looking at Ofrossimoff.
Wanting to be rid of him at last, I made him understand, very clearly,
that he was a bore, telling him, naughtily, there was no room for him
here, and making him feel that three is an awkward number and that he
was one too many; then Stenger fell upon me with reproaches, saying that
I take all and give nothing, winning all hearts just because I myself
had none, and that I was a monster in a woman’s shape to torture him
so, a sort of vampire who sucked every drop of happiness out of him. He
concluded by telling me that he had given away his heart to one who was
utterly unworthy of it. I did not suspect that I was treading on such
dangerous ground, but my aunt felt that we were going to have trouble
with this too ardent youth; she was sure there was going to be a row.
Had I pushed my game too far after all? I had never taken Stenger very
seriously and began to feel uncomfortable.
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