The diary of a superfluous man, and other storiesTurgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
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The diary of a superfluous man, and other stories
Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
Russia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich, 1818-1883 -- Translations into English
We traversed several rooms.... At last, in one of them, she paused in
front of a small divan near the window, and seated herself. I sat down
beside her.
She slowly turned her head toward me, and looked intently at me.
"Do you .... do you come from _him_?" she said.
Her voice was weak and unsteady...
Her question somewhat disconcerted me.
"No .... not from him,"--I replied haltingly.
"Do you know him?"
"Yes,"--I replied, with mysterious solemnity. I wanted to keep up my
rôle.--"Yes, I know him."
She looked distrustfully at me, started to say something, and dropped
her eyes.
"You were waiting for him in Sorrento,"--I went on;--"you met him at
Mikhaílovskoe, you rode on horseback with him...."
"How could you ...." she began.
"I know ... I know all...."
"Your face seems familiar to me, somehow,"--she continued:--"but no
...."
"No, I am a stranger to you."
"Then what is it that you want?"
"I know that also,"--I persisted.
I understood very well that I must take advantage of the excellent
beginning to go further, that my repetitions of "I know all, I know,"
were becoming ridiculous--but my agitation was so great, that unexpected
meeting had thrown me into such confusion, I had lost my self-control to
such a degree that I positively was unable to say anything else.
Moreover, I really knew nothing more. I felt conscious that I was
talking nonsense, felt conscious that, from the mysterious, omniscient
being which I must at first appear to her to be, I should soon be
converted into a sort of grinning fool .... but there was no help for
it.
"Yes, I know all,"--I muttered once more.
She darted a glance at me, rose quickly to her feet, and was on the
point of departing.
But this was too cruel. I seized her hand.
"For God's sake,"--I began,--"sit down, listen to me...."
She reflected, and seated herself.
"I just told you,"--I went on fervently,--"that I knew everything--that
is nonsense. I know nothing; I do not know either who you are, or who
he is, and if I have been able to surprise you by what I said to you a
while ago by the column, you must ascribe that to chance alone, to a
strange, incomprehensible chance, which, as though in derision, has
brought me in contact with you twice, and almost in identically the same
way on both occasions, and has made me the involuntary witness of that
which, perhaps, you would like to keep secret...."
And thereupon, without the slightest circumlocution, I related to her
everything: my meetings with her in Sorrento, in Russia, my futile
inquiries in Mikhaílovskoe, even my conversation in Moscow with Madame
Shlýkoff and her sister.
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