Men -- Societies and clubs -- Fiction; Storytelling -- Fiction
“Night after night the fall of the curtain found her nearly fainting;
night after night there was that breathless moment of utter silence
followed by a perfect crash of applause. I am mentioning these old facts
because her marvellous performance does concern my story directly—even
though the play does not.
“We had been running about a month, I suppose, when my story begins. I
had just come off after the third act, and was going to my
dressing-room. For some reason, instead of going by the direct door
which led into it from the stage, I went outside into the passage. There
were some hands moving furniture or something. . . .
“I think you’ve all of you been behind at my theatre. First you come to
the swing doors out of the street, inside which the watch dog sits
demanding callers’ business. Then there is another door, and beyond that
there are three steps down to my room. And it was just as I was opening
my door on that night that I happened to look round.
“Standing at the top of the three stairs was a woman who was staring at
me. I only saw her for a moment: then the watch dog intervened, and I
went into my room. But I _had_ seen her for a moment: I had seen her for
long enough to get the look in her eyes.
“We get all sorts and conditions of people behind, as you’d
expect—stage-struck girls, actors out of a shop, autograph hunters,
beggars. And the watch dog knew my invariable rule: only personal
friends and people who had made an appointment by letter were allowed
inside the second door. But a rule cannot legislate for every case.
“Gad! you fellows, it’s many years now since that night, but I can still
feel, as clearly as if it were yesterday, the message in that girl’s
eyes. There had been hope and fear and pitiful entreaty: the look of one
who had staked everything on a last desperate throw: the look of a
mother who is fighting for her child. It was amazing: I couldn’t
understand it. As I stood just inside my door I couldn’t have told you
whether she was old or young, plain or pretty. And yet in that one
fleeting second this vivid, jumbled message had reached me.” The Actor
pressed out his cigarette, and there was silence while he lit another
one.
“For a moment I hesitated,” he continued after a while; “then I rang the
bell for the watch dog.
“‘Who is that lady I saw outside there?’ I asked, as he came in.
“‘Won’t give no name, sir,’ he answered. ‘Wants to see you, but I told
her the rules.’
“Once again I hesitated; probably I’d exaggerated—put a totally false
construction on her expression, probably she was looking for a job like
the rest of them. And then I knew that I’d got to see that woman, and
that I should have no peace of mind until I’d heard what she had to say.
The watch dog was regarding me curiously; plainly he could see no reason
whatever for my hesitation. He was a matter-of-fact fellow, was the
guardian of the door.
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