The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isleSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isle
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Chesapeake Bay Region (Md. and Va.) -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Maryland -- Fiction
Let us hasten over the next few hideous weeks. Alice had a serious
illness, from which she recovered slowly; her spirit utterly broken; her
heart utterly crushed; her very brain clouded. Her whole being bowed
down by the storm of sorrow, yet with no one to support, comfort,
sympathize with her. Sinclair, that only living being who could have
saved her, was absent, forbidden to approach her. She was left alone,
almost imbecile, and so quite defenseless in the terrible power of her
father.
And what words are these to write! and what a position was hers when
that divinely appointed parental authority—that protective and
beneficent power—was perverted by pride, ambition, and selfishness into
an engine of mighty torture, inflicting a fatal and life long calamity!
Yet the father verily believed that he was disinterestedly serving his
daughter’s best interests. There is no more profoundly mournful
illustration of the ruined archangel than that of any perverted love.
With the support of her feeble mother, had she lived—with the support of
Sinclair, had his piety been less æscetic, more hopeful—Alice might have
successfully resisted the fate impending over her; but she was alone,
reduced by sorrow and illness to a state of imbecility of mind and body,
and she succumbed to her destiny.
So, in just three months from the death of her mother Alice Chester,
pallid, cold, nearly lifeless, whiter than the pearls in her pale hair,
stood in bridal array before God’s holy altar, to vow in the hearing of
men and angels to love and honor one whom she found it difficult not to
hate and despise.
Immediately after the marriage they set out upon a bridal tour through
the North. They were absent all summer. Early in autumn they returned to
Mount Calm, where, at the earnest desire of Colonel Chester, they took
up their residence. Alice would have preferred it otherwise.
After their marriage, and during their long and varied bridal tour, she
had, as it were, lost her identity, seeming to herself to be someone
else. The varied scenes of her journey—the stage-offices, turnpike
roads, country taverns, great cities with their masses of brick and
mortar, public edifices, forests of shipping, gay shops, theaters,
concerts, balls, illuminations, dancings, splendid attire, stage
pageantry, the ranting and the after silence, land journeys, water
journeys—all haunted by one painful presence—had passed before her like
a phantasmagoria; like a continuation of her brain fever, with its
nervous delirium and grotesque or hideous visions and hallucinations. So
all had seemed to her, while she seemed to all a pale, pretty, silent
girl.
There is a point of suffering beyond which sorrow destroys itself—is not
felt as real—just as there is a crisis at which physical agony
superinduces insensibility. So it had been with Alice, until she
re-entered her native State, and memory and association were at work
again,
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