The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isleSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
General
The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isle
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Chesapeake Bay Region (Md. and Va.) -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Maryland -- Fiction
And while they pursued their work Alice, from her rustic seat, watched
them. Alice, looking as serenely happy as though her heart had never
been broken, her brain never been crazed by calamity, anguish, and
despair verging upon madness; as healthful, amiable, and self-possessed
as though she had never sworn in her frenzy that she could not survive
the severance from Sinclair; that neither moral, intellectual, nor
physical nature could stand the test—the misery of a life with Garnet.
But Divine Providence is kind, and nature is full of remedial power. We
have all strength given us according to our need. If our joys are
greater in anticipation than in realization, so certainly are our
sorrows.
Alice, in the terrible storm of passion that had temporarily dethroned
her reason, believed that she could not outlive her marriage; yet she
had lived twelve years, and was comparatively happy—possibly happier
than many a girl who had married for love, or its semblance.
It is true that from the hour she awoke from the strange torpor that
immediately followed her marriage her religious principles had taught
her to turn from the memory of Sinclair, whenever that memory recurred.
She prayed against, she strove against it, wrenched her thoughts
forcibly from it, and riveted them to something else. And her prayers
and struggles had produced this happy effect. The image of Sinclair had
faded away with the brightest visions of her girlhood. And now that that
typhoon of youthful passion had long passed, and even its memory had
almost faded away, her genial, affectionate, religious nature made her
happy. With such a nature Alice could not live without forming
attachments to those around her. He must have been a terrible brute who
could not have been blessed with some portion of her affection by simply
living in the house with her for twelve years. And General Garnet was
not exactly a brute. He was very handsome, graceful, and accomplished
and habitually polite. And now that time had long worn out his jealousy
he had ceased all undignified and ungentlemanly interference with his
wife’s specially feminine occupations and associations. Alice was happy
with her housekeeping, her garden, her dairy, her country neighbors, her
favorite Magnus, and her little daughter. Yet, had the Angel of Destiny
whispered to her heart this alternative: “Your daughter! two fates await
her—to die in her childhood, or live to be an unwilling bride—choose for
her!” Alice would have answered with a shudder and without a moment’s
hesitation: “Let her die in her childhood rather. Let her die now,
rather!” And to have saved her from the misery of wedding one she could
not love, Alice would have been content to lay her heart’s only
treasure, her idolized child, in the grave.
But no such question of Destiny had yet called back the memory of the
past, and Alice was happy as she drew out her knitting-needle and smiled
at the boy and girl on the terrace.
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