It comes through the woods in a continuous murmur of snow which
detaches itself piece by piece and falls upon the evergreen branches of
the pines and the yellow and dried leaves of the oaks. The lake freed
from its ice takes to shivering under the wind which sweeps away the
clouds, and the azure appears, the azure of a mountain sky, clearer,
deeper than that of the plain; and in some days the uniform color of
the landscape is tinted with colors tender and young.
The delicate buds begin to appear on the naked branches. The greenish
aments of hazels alternate with the yellowish catkins of the willows.
Even the black lava of the Cheyre appears to be animated. The velvety
fructifications of the mosses mingle with the whitening spots of the
lichens. The craters of the Puy de la Vache and of the Puy de Lassolas
disclose little by little the splendor of their red gravel. The silvery
trunks of the birches and the changeable trunks of the beeches shine in
the sun with a lively splendor.
In the thickets, the beautiful flowers which I had formerly picked with
my father, and whose corollas looked at me as if they were eyes, and
whose aroma followed me like a breath, began to bloom. The periwinkle,
the primrose, and the violet appeared first, then in succession the
cuckoo-flower with its shade of lilac, the daphne which bears its pink
flowers before it has any leaves, the white anemone, the two-leaved
harebell, with its odor of hyacinth, Solomon’s seal with its white
bells and its mysterious root which walks under the ground, the
lily-of-the-valley in the hollows, and the eglantine along the hedges.
The breeze which came from the white domes of the mountain passed over
these flowers. It brought with it perfumes something of the sun and
the snow, so caressing and so fresh, that only to breathe was to be
intoxicated with youth, was to participate in the renewal of the vast
world; and I, fixed as I was in my doctrines and my theories, felt the
puberty of all nature. The ice of abstract ideas in which my soul was
imprisoned melted.
When I read over the pages of my journal, now destroyed, in which I had
noted my sensations, I am astonished to see with what force the sources
of ingenuousness were reopened in me under this influence, and with
what a rushing flood they inundated my heart. I am vexed with myself
for thinking of it in this cowardly spirit. However, I experience a
pleasure in remembering that at this period I sincerely loved her who
is now no more. I repeat it with a real relief, that at least on the
day that I dared to tell her of my love--fatal day which marked the
beginning of our separation--I was the sincere dupe of my own words.
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