The declaration on which I had deliberated so much was, however, simply
the effect of chance. It was the 12th of May. Ah! it is less than a
year ago! In the morning the weather had been even more than usually
fine, and in the afternoon Mlle. Largeyx, Lucien, Charlotte and I
started to go to the village of Saint-Saturnin through a wood of oaks,
of birches and hazels which separated this village from the ruined
château of Montredon, and which is called the Pradat wood. We had taken
the little English cart which could hold four if necessary.
Never was a day more warm, a sky more blue, never was the odor of
spring borne by the wind more exhilarating.
We had not walked a league when Mlle. Largeyx, fatigued by the sun,
took her seat in the cart which was driven by the second coachman. The
rogue has sworn cruelly against me, and has recalled all that he knew
or guessed of what I myself am going to relate to you. Lucien also soon
declared himself tired, and joined the governess, so that I was left to
walk alone with Mlle. de Jussat.
She had taken it into her head to make a bouquet of
lilies-of-the-valley, and I helped her in this work. We were busy under
the branches, which were covered with a sort of delicate green cloud
of the scarcely opened foliage. She walked ahead, drawn far from the
edge of the wood in her search for the flowers. We found ourselves at
last in a clearing, and so far away that we could not see the group
made by the cart and the three persons. Charlotte first perceived our
solitude. She listened, and not hearing the noise of the horse’s feet
on the road, she cried out with the laughter of a child:
“We are lost. Fortunately the road is not hard to _rembourser_, as
poor Sister Anaclet says. Will you wait until I arrange my bouquet? It
would be a pity to have these beautiful flowers spoil.”
She sat down on a rock which was bathed in sunlight, and spread the
flowers on her lap, taking up the sprays of lilies one by one. I
inhaled the musky perfume of these pale racemes, seated on the other
extremity of the stone. Never had this creature, toward whom all my
thoughts had tended for months, appeared so adorably delicate and
refined as at this moment with her face daintily colored by the fresh
air, with the deep red of her lips which were bent in a half-smile,
with the clear limpidity of her gray eyes, with the symmetry of her
entire being.
She harmonized in a manner almost supernatural with the country about
us by the charm of youth which emanated from her person. The longer I
looked at her the more I was convinced that if I did not seize this
occasion to tell her what I had wished to declare for so long a time, I
should never again find another opportunity so propitious.
This idea grew in my mind, mingled with the remorse of seeing her, so
confident, so unsuspicious of the patient work by which, abusing our
daily intimacy, I had brought her to treat me with a gentleness almost
fraternal.
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