He plunged into the contemplation of these ideas with a kind of
vertigo, he felt them with all his being, so that this simple man
seated at his table, waited upon by his old housekeeper, in a study
whose shelves were laden with books, this man of poor appearance, with
his feet in a carriage boot (_chancelière_) to keep them warm, and
his body wrapped in a shabby great-coat, participated in imagination in
the labor of the universe.
He lived the life of every creature. He slept with the mineral,
vegetated with the plant, moved with the rudimentary beasts, confounded
himself with the superior organisms, and at last expanded into the
fullness of a mind capable of reflecting the vast universe.
These are the delights of general ideas, analogous to those of opium,
which render these dreamers indifferent to the small accidents of the
external world, and also, why shall we not say it? almost absolute
strangers to the ordinary affections of life.
We become attached to that which we feel to be very real; now to these
singular minds, it is abstraction which is reality, and the daily
reality is only a shadow, only a gross and degraded impression of the
invisible laws. Perhaps M. Sixte had loved his mother, but surely this
was the limit of his sentimental existence.
If he was gentle and indulgent to all, it was from the same instinct
which made him take hold of a chair gently, when he wished to move it
out of his way; but he had never felt the need of a warm and loving
tenderness, of family, of devotion, of love, nor even of friendship. He
sometimes conversed with some savants with whom he was associated, but
always professionally on chemistry with one, on the higher mathematics
with another, and on the diseases of the nervous system with a third.
Whether these men were married, occupied in rearing families, anxious
to make a career for themselves or not, was of no interest to him in
his relations with them; but however strange such a conclusion must
appear after such a sketch, he was happy.
Given such a man, such a home and such a life, let us imagine the
effect produced in this study in the Rue Guy de la Brosse by two events
which occurred one after the other in the same afternoon: first, a
summons addressed to M. Adrien Sixte, to appear at the office of M.
Valette, Judge of Instruction, for the purpose of being questioned,
“upon certain facts and circumstances of which he would be informed;”
second, a card bearing the name of Mme. Greslon and asking M. Sixte to
receive her the next day toward four o’clock, “to talk with him about
the crime of which her son was falsely accused.”
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