I fear him less, however, on your account than I do the other one
who possesses all the aristocracies of nerves and mind, and who is
an intellectual and refined epicurean as the former is a brutal and
scientific one. How dreadful to encounter this dainty nihilist, and
yet how he abounds! At twenty-five he has run the gamut of all ideas.
His critical mind, precociously awake, has comprehended the final
results of the most subtle philosophies of the age. Do not speak to
him of impiety or of materialism. He knows that the word “matter” has
no precise meaning, and beside he is too intelligent not to admit that
all religions have been legitimate in their time. Only, he has never
believed, and he never will believe in them, any more than he will ever
believe in anything whatever, except in the amusing play of his mind
which he has transformed into a tool of elegant perversity. The good
and the bad, beauty and deformity, vices and virtues are to him simply
objects of curiosity. The human soul so far as he is concerned is a
skillful piece of mechanism in the dissection of which he is interested
as a matter of experience. To him nothing is true, nothing is false,
nothing is moral, nothing is immoral. He is a subtle and refined
egotist whose whole ambition, as that remarkable analyst, Maurice
Barrès, has said in his beautiful romance of “L’Homme Libre”--that
_chef-d’œuvre_ of irony which lacks only conclusion--consists “in
adoring himself,” and to acquire new sensations. The religious life of
humanity is to him only a pretext for these sensations, as are also the
intellectual and the sentimental life. His corruption is otherwise
as profound as that of the voluptuous barbarian; it is differently
complicated, and the fine name of dilettantism with which he adorns it,
conceals its cold ferocity, its frightful barrenness. Ah! we know this
young man too well; we have all wished to be in his place, for we have
been so charmed by the paradoxes of too eloquent teachers; we all have
been like him at some time. And so I have written this book to show
you, who are not yet like him, you child of twenty years, whose soul is
in process of formation, what villainy this egoism may conceal.
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