The Disowned — Volume 05Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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The Disowned — Volume 05
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
"The truth is this," said Crauford: "I knew your pride; I feared you
would not accept a permanent pecuniary aid, even from friendship. I
was driven, therefore, to devise some plan of independence for you. I
could think of no plan but that which I proposed. You speak of it as
wicked: it may be so; but it seemed not wicked to me. I may have
formed a wrong--I own it is a peculiar--system of morals; but it is,
at least, sincere. Judging of my proposal by that system, I saw no
sin in it. I saw, too, much less danger than, in the honesty of my
heart, I spoke of. In a similar distress, I solemnly swear, I myself
would have adopted a similar relief. Nor is this all; the plan
proposed would have placed thousands in your power. Forgive me if I
thought your life, and the lives of those most dear to you, of greater
value than these sums to the persons defrauded, ay, defrauded, if you
will: forgive me if I thought that with these thousands you would
effect far more good to the community than their legitimate owners.
Upon these grounds, and on some others, too tedious now to state, I
justified my proposal to my conscience. Pardon me, I again beseech
you: accept my last proposal; be my partner, my friend, my heir; and
forget a scheme never proposed to you, if I had hoped (what I hope
now) that you would accept the alternative which it is my pride to
offer, and which you are not justified, even by pride, to refuse."
"Great Source of all knowledge!" ejaculated Glendower, scarce audibly,
and to himself. "Supreme and unfathomable God! dost Thou most loathe
or pity Thine abased creatures, walking in their dim reason upon this
little earth, and sanctioning fraud, treachery, crime, upon a
principle borrowed from Thy laws? Oh! when, when will Thy full light
of wisdom travel down to us, and guilt and sorrow, and this world's
evil mysteries, roll away like vapours before the blaze?"
"I do not hear you, my friend," said Crauford. "Speak aloud; you
will, I feel you will, accept my offer, and become my brother!"
"Away!" said Glendower; "I will not."
"He wanders; his brain is touched!" muttered Crauford, and then
resumed aloud, "Glendower, we are both unfit for talk at present; both
unstrung by our late jar. You will meet me again to-morrow, perhaps.
I will accompany you now to your door."
"Not a step: our paths are different."
"Well, well, if you will have it so, be it as you please. I have
offended: you have a right to punish me, and play the churl to-night;
but your address?"
"Yonder," said Glendower, pointing to the heavens. "Come to me a
month hence, and you will find me there!"
"Nay, nay, my friend, your brain is heated; but you leave me? Well,
as I said, your will is mine: at least take some of these paltry notes
in earnest of our bargain; remember when next we meet you will share
all I have."
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