The Disowned — Volume 06Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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The Disowned — Volume 06
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
"No," exclaimed Clarence, violently agitated, "no! Have you not
wronged me, stung me, wounded me to the core by your injustice? and
will you not hear now how differently I have deserved from you? On a
bed of fever and pain I thought only of you; I rose from it animated
by the hope of winning you! Though, during the danger of my wound and
my consequent illness, your parents alone, of all my intimate
acquaintances, neglected to honour with an inquiry the man whom you
professed to consecrate with your regard, yet scarcely could my hand
trace a single sentence before I wrote to you requesting an interview,
in order to disclose my birth and claim your plighted faith! That
letter was returned to me unanswered, unopened. My friend and
benefactor, whose fortune I now inherit, promised to call upon your
father and advocate my cause. Death anticipated his kindness. As
soon as my sorrow for his loss permitted me, I came to this very spot!
For three days I hovered about your house, seeking the meeting that
you would fain deny me now. I could not any longer bear the torturing
suspense I endured: I wrote to you; your father answered the letter.
Here, here I have it still: read! note well the cool, the damning
insult of each line. I see that you knew not of this: I rejoice at
it! Can you wonder that, on receiving it, I subjected myself no more
to such affronts? I hastened abroad. On my return I met you. Where?
In crowds, in the glitter of midnight assemblies, in the whirl of what
the vain call pleasure! I observed your countenance, your manner; was
there in either a single token of endearing or regretful remembrance?
None! I strove to harden my heart; I entered into politics, business,
intrigue; I hoped, I longed, I burned to forget you, but in vain!"
"At last I heard that Rumour, though it had long preceded, had not
belied, the truth, and that you were to be married,--married to Lord
Ulswater! I will not say what I suffered, or how idly I summoned
pride to resist affection! But I would not have come now to molest
you, Flora, to trouble your nuptial rejoicings with one thought of me,
if, forgive me, I had not suddenly dreamed that I had cause to hope
you had mistaken, not rejected my heart; that--you turn away, Flora,
you blush, you weep! Oh, tell me, by one word, one look, that I was
not deceived!"
"No, no, Clarence," said Flora, struggling with her tears: "it is too
late, too late now! Why, why did I not know this before? I have
promised, I am pledged; in less than two months I shall be the wife of
another!"
"Never!" cried Clarence, "never! You promised on a false belief: they
will not bind you to such a promise. Who is he that claims you? I am
his equal in birth, in the world's name,--and oh, by what worlds his
superior in love! I will advance my claim to you in his very teeth,--
nay, I will not stir from these domains till you, your father, and my
rival, have repaired my wrongs."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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