The Disowned — Volume 08Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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The Disowned — Volume 08
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
"Fool! fool!--damnable fool that I was" (and in his sudden rage he
clenched his own flesh till the nails met in it); "had I but got to
France one day sooner! Why don't you save me, save me, you whom I
have banqueted and feasted, and lent money to! one word from you might
have saved me; I will not die! I don't deserve it! I am innocent! I
tell you, Not guilty, my lord,--not guilty! Have you no heart, no
consciences? Murder! murder! murder!" and the wretched man sank upon
the ground, and tried with his hands to grasp the stone floor, as if
to cling to it from some imaginary violence.
Turn we from him to the cell in which another criminal awaits also the
awful coming of his latest morrow.
Pale, motionless, silent, with his face bending over his bosom and
hands clasped tightly upon his knees, Wolfe sat in his dungeon, and
collected his spirit against the approaching consummation of his
turbulent and stormy fate. His bitterest punishment had been already
past; mysterious Chance, or rather the Power above chance, had denied
to him the haughty triumph of self-applause. No sophistry, now, could
compare his doom to that of Sidney, or his deed to the act of the
avenging Brutus.
Murder--causeless, objectless, universally execrated--rested, and
would rest (till oblivion wrapped it) upon his name. It had appeared,
too, upon his trial, that he had, in the information he had received,
been the mere tool of a spy in the ministers' pay; and that, for weeks
before his intended deed, his design had been known, and his
conspiracy only not bared to the public eye because political craft
awaited a riper opportunity for the disclosure. He had not then
merely been the blind dupe of his own passions, but, more humbling
still, an instrument in the hands of the very men whom his hatred was
sworn to destroy. Not a wreck, not a straw, of the vain glory for
which he had forfeited life and risked his soul, could he hug to a
sinking heart, and say, "This is my support."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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