He was about to throw off the skin and mingle in this condition where
he and the Magellanic Clouds and Joe the Security trooper's toothpick
had a single existence, when he was back in the chair in the office.
His body settled over him again. He felt compressed and imprisoned and
robbed. His head turned as if it were on antiquated pulleys and his
arms and shoulders were strung together awkwardly.
"It's bad to be back, isn't it? You'll never get used to that. But that
was one hell of a Dive."
* * * * *
Fred Williams looked at the other people in the office. There were ten
of them and Dr. Howard Sprinnell. Three were women, and all except the
doctor had large eyes.
That was what you noticed about them, their enormous gentle eyes and
their slightly thin faces. The doctor held a mirror up for him to see
his own face, and it was much the same.
"They thought we had lost you there for a while," said the doctor.
"All Divers do that on their first trip out--but you, I'm told, almost
joined the Lord."
"Is that what This is?"
"It's a matter outside our field," said Dr. Howard Sprinnell carefully,
"and a matter of choice as to name. But mystical evidence seems to
point that way."
One of the girls laughed. "You're embarrassing the Solar Government,
Fred. They are not supposed to have any sectarian views. But that's
what we Divers think the This is. My name's Milly. This is Pat, and
Joan, Bill, Ed, Al, John, Anthony, Ricardo and Mitch. Welcome to the
Divers, Fred."
Fred Williams smiled around. The women were attractive, all
brown-haired and nicely shaped. The seven men were just regular guys
you might meet anywhere. But then, he wasn't anything to win a prize
himself.
"So far as we are concerned, Fred," Dr. Howard Sprinnell said, "and
this is official, there is the normal conscious mind, the subliminal
mind of which we are not usually conscious but which is apparently a
parcel of regional physical minds and the mind you roam in, and there
is the unconscious mind, which does not seem to belong to any one
person, although everyone has it, and which you people embarrass me by
referring to as the This.
"All we know, officially, is that the This is the natural or original
home of the universe, and the only reason we know that is because we
don't want Divers to disappear into it and not come out. You're all too
rare. I gather it is almost unbearable to come out of. But you'll just
have to avoid the temptation to go home, as it were. After all, it has
taken several million years to get man out here where he is and what he
is. And the second reason is that the entire Solar Government depends
on the people in this room for information."
Fred Williams looked at the others. They were serious. The smallest of
the girls, Pat, caught him looking and smiled.
She turned to the doctor. "Can I tell Fred?"
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