Mr. Copley of Netherhall was particularly desirous of possessing this
so-much-by-us-now-desiderated likeness, and would have invited an
Artist from London, if the Doctor could have been prevailed upon to
sit for it; but to this no persuasions could induce him. He never
assigned a reason for this determination, and indeed always evaded the
subject when it was introduced, letting it at the same time plainly be
perceived that he was averse to it, and wished not to be so pressed as
to draw from him a direct refusal. But once when the desire had been
urged with some seriousness, he replied that he was the last of his
race, and if he were to be the first who had his portrait taken, well
might they who looked at it, exclaim with Solomon, “Vanity of
vanities!”
In that thought indeed it was that the root of his objection lay.
“_Pauli in domo, præter se nemo superest_,” is one of the most
melancholy reflections to which Paulus Æmilius gave utterance in that
speech of his which is recorded by Livy. The speedy extinction of his
family in his own person was often in the Doctor's mind; and he would
sometimes touch upon it when, in his moods of autumnal feeling, he was
conversing with those persons whom he had received into his heart of
hearts. Unworthy as I was, it was my privilege and happiness to be one
of them; and at such times his deepest feelings could not have been
expressed more unreservedly, if he had given them utterance in poetry
or in prayer.
Blest as he had been in all other things to the extent of his wishes,
it would be unreasonable in him, he said, to look upon this as a
misfortune; so to repine would indicate little sense of gratitude to
that bountiful Providence which had so eminently favored him; little
also of religious acquiescence in its will. It was not by any sore
calamity nor series of afflictions that the extinction of his family
had been brought on; the diminution had been gradual, as if to show
that their uses upon earth were done. His grandfather had only had two
children; his parents but one, and that one was now _ultimus suorum_.
They had ever been a family in good repute, walking inoffensively
towards all men, uprightly with their neighbours, and humbly with
their God; and perhaps this extinction was their reward. For what
Solon said of individuals, that no one could truly be called happy
till his life had terminated in a happy death, holds equally true of
families.
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