Perhaps too this timely extinction was ordained in mercy, to avert
consequences which might else so probably have arisen from his
forsaking the station in which he was born; a lowly, but safe station,
exposed to fewer dangers, trials or temptations, than any other in
this age or country, with which he was enabled to compare it. The
sentiment with which Sanazzaro concludes his Arcadia was often in his
mind, not as derived from that famous author, but self-originated:
_per cosa vera ed indubitata tener ti puoi, che chi più di nascoso e
più lontano dalla moltitudine vive, miglior vive; e colui trà mortali
si può con più verità chiamar beato, che senza invidia delle altrui
grandezze, con modesto animo della sua fortuna si contenta._ His
father had removed him from that station; he would not say unwisely,
for his father was a wise and good man, if ever man deserved to be so
called; and he could not say unhappily; for assuredly he knew that all
the blessings which had earnestly been prayed for, had attended the
determination. Through that blessing he had obtained the whole benefit
which his father desired for him, and had escaped evils which perhaps
had not been fully apprehended. His intellectual part had received all
the improvement of which it was capable, and his moral nature had
sustained no injury in the process; nor had his faith been shaken, but
stood firm, resting upon a sure foundation. But the entail of humble
safety had been, as it were, cut off; the birth-right—so to speak—had
been renounced. His children, if God had given him children, must have
mingled in the world, there to shape for themselves their lot of good
or evil; and he knew enough of the world to know how manifold and how
insidious are the dangers, which, in all its paths, beset us. He never
could have been to them what his father had been to him;—that was
impossible. They could have had none of those hallowing influences
both of society and solitude to act upon them, which had imbued his
heart betimes, and impressed upon his youthful mind a character that
no after circumstances could corrupt. They must inevitably have been
exposed to more danger, and could not have been so well armed against
it. That consideration reconciled him to being childless. God, who
knew what was best for him, had ordained that it should be so; and he
did not, and ought not to regret, that having been the most cultivated
of his race, and so far the happiest, it was decreed that he should be
the last. God's will is best.
Ὣς ἔφατ ἔυχὸμενος; for with some aspiration of piety he usually
concluded his more serious discourse, either giving it utterance, or
with a silent motion of the lips, which the expression of his
countenance, as well as the tenour of what had gone before, rendered
intelligible to those who knew him as I did.
CHAPTER LXII.
IN WHICH IS RELATED THE DISCOVERY OF A CERTAIN PORTRAIT AT DONCASTER.
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