During the short time that his wife lived after his marriage, Miller
observed that he appeared more animated and agreeable in his
conversation, that is to say, he was cheerful because he was happy.
After her death (and who has ever perused her epitaph without
emotion?) he relapsed into a discontented habit of mind, as might be
expected from one who had remained unmarried too long, and who
although he might be said in the worldly sense of the word to have
been a fortunate man, was never, except during the short duration of
his marriage, a happy one. He had no near relations, none to whom he
was in any degree attached; and in Gray he lost the most intimate of
his friends, probably the only one towards whom he ever felt anything
approaching to a warmth of friendship. This produced a most
uncomfortable effect upon him in the decline of life; for knowing that
he was looked upon as one who had wealth to leave for which there were
no near or natural claimants, he suspected that any marks of attention
which were shewn him, whether from kindness or from respect, proceeded
from selfish views. That in many cases such suspicions may be
well-founded, any one who knows what the world is, will readily
believe; and if they made him capricious, and rendered him liable to
be accused of injustice and want of feeling, the effect is not so
extraordinary as it is pitiable. It is one of the evils attendant upon
the possession of riches where there is no certain heir; it is part of
the punishment which those persons bring upon themselves who
accumulate unnecessary wealth, without any just or definite object.
But Mason is chargeable with no such sin. When a young man he made a
resolution that if he came into possession of an estate which was
entailed upon him, he would accept of no additional preferment; and he
adhered to that resolution, though many offers were made to him which
might have induced a worldly man to depart from it. The first thing he
did after the inheritance fell to him was to resign his King's
Chaplainship: “a priest in that situation,” he said, “could not help
looking forward to a bishoprick, a species of ambition incompatible
with the simplicity and purity of the Christian character, for, the
moment a man aspires to the purple that moment virtue goes out of
him.” Mr. Greville who after a visit to Mason, related this in a
letter to his friend Polwhele, was informed that his income was about
£1500 a-year, and that of this one third was appropriated to patronage
and charity.
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