“Behold ye despisers and wonder! Wonder to see Paradise lost, with the
Tree of Life in the midst of it! Wonder and curse at Adam for an
original fool, who in the length of one day never so much as thought
to put forth his hand, for him and us, and pull and eat and live for
ever! Wonder at and damn ourselves for fools of the last impression,
that in the space of seventeen hundred years never so much as thought
to put forth our hands, every one for himself, and seal and execute
the Covenant of Eternal Life.
“To be even with the World at once, he that wonders at my faith, I
wonder at his unbelief. The Blood of Christ hath an incident quality
which cleaneth from sin; and he that understands this never makes any
use of his own personal virtues as an argument for his own salvation,
lest God should overbalance against him with his sins; nor doth God
ever object a man's sins to him in the day of his faith; therefore
till I am more sinful than He was holy, my sins are no objection
against my faith. And because in Him is all my hope, I care not
(almost) what I am myself.
“It is observed in the mathematics that the practice doth not always
answer the theory; and that therefore there is no dependence upon the
mere notions of it as they lie in the brain, without putting them
together in the form of a tool or instrument, to see how all things
fit. This made me distrust my own thoughts till I had put them
together, to see how they would look in the form of an argument. But
in doing this, I thank God I have found every joint and article to
come into its own place and fall in with and suit one another to a
hair's breadth, beyond my expectation: or else I could not have had
the confidence to produce this as an engine in Divinity to convey man
from Earth to Heaven. I am not making myself wings to fly to Heaven
with, but only making myself ready for that conveyance which shall be
sent me. And if I should lose myself in this untrodden path of Life, I
can still find out the beaten Road of Death blindfold. If therefore,
after this, ‘I go the way of my fathers’ I freely waive that haughty
epitaph, _magnis tamen excidit ausis_, and instead knock under table
that Satan hath beguiled me to play the fool with myself, in which
however he hath shewed his masterpiece; for I defy the whole clan of
Hell to produce another lye so like to truth as this is. But if I act
my motto, and go the way of an Eagle in the air, then have I played a
trump upon Death and shewn myself a match for the Devil.
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