_Un peu de folie_, there certainly was in the _grand esprit_ of my
dear master and more than _un peu_ there is in his faithful pupil. But
I shall not enter into a discussion whether the gravity of which the
Marquis speaks preponderated in his character, or whether it was more
than counterpoised by the levity. Enough of the latter, thank Heaven
enters into my own composition not only to preserve me from becoming
_un vieil enfant bien triste_, but to entitle me in all innocent
acceptance of the phrase to the appellation of a merry old boy, that
is to say, merry at becoming times, there being a time for all things.
I shall not enter into the discussion as it concerns my guide,
philosopher and friend, because it would be altogether unnecessary; he
carried ballast enough, whatever I may do. The elements were so
happily mixed in him that though Nature did not stand up and say to
all the world “this is a man,” because such a miracle could neither be
in the order of Nature or of Providence;—I have thought it my duty to
sit down and say to the public this was a Doctor.
There is another reason why I shall refrain from any such enquiry; and
that reason may be aptly given in the words of a right-hearted old
divine, with whom certain congenialities would lead my friend to
become acquainted in that world, where I also hope in due season to
meet and converse with him.
“People,” says Adam Littleton, “are generally too forward in examining
others, and are so taken up with impertinence and things that do not
concern them, that they have no time to be acquainted with themselves;
like idle travellers, that can tell you a world of stories concerning
foreign countries, and are very strangers at home. Study of ourselves
is the most useful knowledge, as that without which we can know
neither God nor any thing else aright, as we should know them.
“And it highly concerns us to know ourselves well; nor will our
ignorance be pardonable, but prove an everlasting reproach, in that we
and ourselves are to be inseparable companions in bliss or torment to
all eternity: and if we, through neglect of ourselves here, do not in
time provide for that eternity, so as to secure for ourselves future
happiness, God will at last make us know ourselves, when it will be
too late to make any good use of that knowledge, but a remediless
repentance that we and ourselves ever met in company; when poor ruined
self shall curse negligent sinful self to all ages, and wish direful
imprecations upon that day and hour that first joined them together.
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