She dropped her veil and turned away toward the carriage. He drew to her
side and once--hesitatingly, desolately--he put his arm around her. She
did not yield, she did not decline; she walked with him as though she
walked alone. During all the barren bitter years she had not been upheld
by his arm: her staff and her support had been her ideal of herself and
of her people--after she had faced the ruined ideal of their lives
together and her lost ideal of him. It was yet too soon for his arm--or
it was too late altogether.
He withdrew it; and he continued to walk beside her as a man who has
lost among women both her whom he had most wished to have and her whom
he might most have had. And so they passed from the scene.
* * * * *
But throughout that long obscurity amid which we are appointed to pass
our allotted years, it is not the order of nature that all stars within
us should rise at once. There are some that are seen early, that move
rapidly across our sky, and are beheld no more--youth's flaming planets,
the influence of which upon us often leaves us doubting whether they
were baneful or benign. There are other lights which come out to shine
upon our paths and guide us later; and, thanks be to nature, until the
very last new stars appear. Those who early have left them they love can
never know what late radiance may illumine the end of their road. And
only those who remain together to the end can greet the last splendid
beacons that sometimes rise above the horizon before the dawn--the true
morning stars of many a dark and troubled life.
They had half their lives before them: they were growing, unfolding
characters; perhaps they were yet to find happiness together. She had
loved him with a love too single and complete, and she loved him yet too
well, to accept anything from him a second time less than everything.
Happiness was in store for them perhaps--and more children.
The working out of this lay with them and their remaining days.
But for the doctor one thing had been worked out to the end: that year
by year he was to drive along turnpikes and lanes--alone. That every
spring he was to see the sower go forth in the fields; that with his
whitening hair he was to watch beside the beds of sick children; and
often at night under his lamp to fall asleep with his eyes fixed upon
The World's Path of Lessening Pain.
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