LOUIS. I want you to look beautiful. I want people to see in your eyes
that you were married to me. The people in Italy used to point at Dante
and say "There goes the man who has been in hell." I want them to point
at you and say "There goes a woman who has been in heaven." It has been
heaven, darling, hasnt it--sometimes?
MRS DUBEDAT. Oh yes, yes. Always, always.
LOUIS. If you wear black and cry, people will say "Look at that
miserable woman: her husband made her miserable."
MRS DUBEDAT. No, never. You are the light and the blessing of my life. I
never lived until I knew you.
LOUIS [his eyes glistening] Then you must always wear beautiful dresses
and splendid magic jewels. Think of all the wonderful pictures I shall
never paint.
[She wins a terrible victory over a sob] Well, you must be transfigured
with all the beauty of those pictures. Men must get such dreams from
seeing you as they never could get from any daubing with paints and
brushes. Painters must paint you as they never painted any mortal woman
before. There must be a great tradition of beauty, a great atmosphere
of wonder and romance. That is what men must always think of when they
think of me. That is the sort of immortality I want. You can make that
for me, Jennifer. There are lots of things you dont understand that
every woman in the street understands; but you can understand that and
do it as nobody else can. Promise me that immortality. Promise me you
will not make a little hell of crape and crying and undertaker's horrors
and withering flowers and all that vulgar rubbish.
MRS DUBEDAT. I promise. But all that is far off, dear. You are to come
to Cornwall with me and get well. Sir Ralph says so.
LOUIS. Poor old B. B.
B. B. [affected to tears, turns away and whispers to Sir Patrick] Poor
fellow! Brain going.
LOUIS. Sir Patrick's there, isn't he?
SIR PATRICK. Yes, yes. I'm here.
LOUIS. Sit down, wont you? It's a shame to keep you standing about.
SIR PATRICK. Yes, Yes. Thank you. All right.
LOUIS. Jennifer.
MRS DUBEDAT. Yes, dear.
LOUIS [with a strange look of delight] Do you remember the burning bush?
MRS DUBEDAT. Yes, Yes. Oh, my dear, how it strains my heart to remember
it now!
LOUIS. Does it? It fills me with joy. Tell them about it.
MRS DUBEDAT. It was nothing--only that once in my old Cornish home we
lit the first fire of the winter; and when we looked through the window
we saw the flames dancing in a bush in the garden.
LOUIS. Such a color! Garnet color. Waving like silk. Liquid lovely flame
flowing up through the bay leaves, and not burning them. Well, I shall
be a flame like that. I'm sorry to disappoint the poor little worms; but
the last of me shall be the flame in the burning bush. Whenever you see
the flame, Jennifer, that will be me. Promise me that I shall be burnt.
MRS DUBEDAT. Oh, if I might be with you, Louis!
LOUIS. No: you must always be in the garden when the bush flames. You
are my hold on the world: you are my immortality. Promise.
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