The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
Mrs. Gilbert got up by-and-by, when the western sky was all one lurid
glow of light and colour. She got up because there was little peace for
a weary spirit in that chamber; to the door of which some considerate
creature came every half-hour or so to ask Isabel if her head was any
better by this time, if she would have a cup of tea, if she would come
down-stairs and lie on the sofa, and to torment her with many other
thoughtful inquiries of the like nature. She was not to be alone with
her great sorrow. Sooner or later she must go out and begin life again,
and face the blank world in which _he_ was not. Better, since it must be
so, that she should begin her dreary task at once. She bathed her face
and head, she plaited her long black hair before the little glass,
behind which the lurid sky glared redly at her. Ah, how often in the
sunny morning she had stood before that shabby old-fashioned glass
thinking of him, and the chance of meeting him beside the mill-stream,
under the flickering shadows of the oak-leaves at Thurston's Crag! And
now it was all over, and she would never, never, never, never see him
again! Her life was finished. Ah, how truly he had spoken on the
battlements of the ruined tower! and how bitterly the meaning of his
words came home to her to-day! Her life was finished. The curtain had
fallen, and the lights were out; and she had nothing more to do but to
grope blindly about upon a darkened stage until she sank in the great
vampire-trap--the grave. A pale ghost, with sombre shadowy hair, looked
back at her from the glass. Oh, if she could die, if she could die! She
thought of the mill-stream. The wheel would be idle; and the water low
down in the hollow beyond the miller's cottage would be still to-night,
still and placid and glassy, shining rosy red in the sunset like the
pavement of a cathedral stained with the glory of a painted window. Why
should she not end her sorrows for ever in the glassy pool, so deep, so
tranquil? She thought of Ophelia, and the miller's daughter on the banks
of Allan Water. Would she be found floating on the stream, with weeds of
water-lilies tangled in her long dark hair? Would she look pretty when
she was dead? Would _he_ be sorry when he heard of her death? Would he
read a paragraph in the newspapers some morning at breakfast, and break
a blood-vessel into his coffee-cup? Or would he read and not care? Why
should he care? If he had cared for her, he could never have gone away,
he could never have written that cruel formal letter, with not a word of
regret--no, not one. Vague thoughts like these followed one another in
her mind. If she could have the courage to go down to the water's brink,
and to drop quietly into the stream where Roland Lansdell had once told
her it was deepest.
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