The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
She went down-stairs by-and-by, in the dusk, with her face as white as
the tumbled muslin that hung about her in limp and flabby folds. She
went down into the little parlour, where George and Sigismund were
waiting for their tea, and where two yellow mould-candles were flaring
in the faint evening breeze. She told them that her head was better; and
then began to make the tea, scooping up vague quantities of congou and
gunpowder with the little silver scollop-shell, which had belonged to
Mr. Gilbert's grandmother, and was stamped with a puffy profile of
George the Third.
"But you've been crying, Izzie!" George exclaimed presently, for Mrs.
Gilbert's eyelids looked red and swollen in the light of the candles.
"Yes, my head was so bad it made me cry; but please don't ask me any
more about it," Isabel pleaded, piteously. "I suppose it was the
p-pic-nic"--she nearly broke down upon the word, remembering how good
_he_ had been to her all through the happy day--"yesterday that made me
ill."
"I dare say it was that lobster-salad," Mr. Gilbert answered, briskly:
"I ought to have told you not to eat it. I don't think there's anything
more bilious than lobster-salad dressed with cream."
Sigismund Smith watched his hostess with a grave countenance, while she
poured out the tea and handed the cups right and left. Poor Isabel
managed it all with tolerable steadiness; and then, when the miserable
task was over, she sat by the window alone, staring blankly out at the
dusty shrubs distinct in the moonlight, while her husband and his friend
smoked their cigars in the lane outside.
How was she to bear her life in that dull dusty lane--her odious life,
which would go on and on for ever, like a slow barge crawling across
dreary flats upon the black tideless waters of a canal? How was she to
endure it? All its monotony, all its misery, its shabby dreariness, its
dreary shabbiness, rose up before her with redoubled force; and the
terror of that hideous existence smote her like a stroke from a giant's
hand.
It all came back. Yes, it came back. For the last two months it had
ceased to be; it had been blotted out--hidden, forgotten; there had been
no such thing. An enchanter's wand had been waved above that dreary
square-built house in the dusty lane, and a fairy palace had arisen for
her habitation; a fairy-land of beauty and splendour had spread itself
around her, a paradise in which she wandered hand in hand with a
demigod. The image of Roland Lansdell had filled her life, to the
exclusion of every other shape, animate or inanimate. But the fairy-land
melted away all at once, like a mirage in the desert; like the last
scene in a pantomime, the rosy and cerulean lights went out in foul
sulphurous vapours. The mystic domes and minarets melted into thin air;
but the barren sands remained real and dreary, stretching away for ever
and for ever before the wanderer's weary feet.
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