The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
"Degrade her!" cried Roland; "degrade Isabel! There can be no
degradation in such a love as mine. But, you see, we think differently,
we see things from a different point of view. You look through the
spectacles of Graybridge, and see an elopement, a scandal, a paragraph
in the county papers. I recognize only the immortal right of two free
souls, who know that they have been created for each other."
"Do you ever think of your mother, Roland? I remember how dearly she
loved you, and how proud she was of the qualities that made you worthy
to be her son. Do you ever think of her as a living presence, conscious
of your sorrows, compassionate of your sins? I think, if you considered
her thus, Roland, as I do,--she has never been dead to me; she is the
ideal in my life, and lifts my life above its common level,--if you
thought of her as I do, I don't think you could hold to the bad purpose
that has brought you back to this place."
"If I believed what you believe," cried Mr. Lansdell, with sudden
animation, "I should be a different man from what I am--a better man
than you are, perhaps. I sometimes wonder at such as you, who believe in
all the glories of unseen worlds, and yet are so eager and so worldly in
all your doings upon this shabby commonplace earth. If _I_ believed, I
think I should be blinded and intoxicated by the splendour of my
heritage; I would turn Trappist, and live in a dumb rapture from year's
end to year's end. I would go and hide myself amid the mountain-tops,
high up amongst the eagles and the stars, and ponder upon my glory. But
you see it is my misfortune not to believe in that beautiful fable. I
must take my life as it is; and if, after ten foolish, unprofitable
years, Fate brings one little chance of supreme happiness in my way, who
shall tell me to withhold my hand? who shall forbid me to grasp my
treasure?"
Mr. Raymond was not a man to be easily put off. He stayed at Mordred for
the remainder of the day and dined with his young cousin, and sat
talking with him until late at night; but he went away at last with a
sad countenance and a heavy heart. Roland's disease was past the cure of
philosophy. What chance have Friar Lawrence and philosophy ever had
against Miss Capulet's Grecian nose and dark Italian eyes, the balmy air
of a warm Southern night, the low harmonious murmur of a girlish voice,
the gleaming of a white arm on a moonlit balcony?
CHAPTER XXIII.
A LITTLE CLOUD.
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