The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
"My darling," he said, "I am very punctual, am I not? I did not think
you would be here before me. You can never guess how much I have thought
of our meeting to-day, Isabel:--seriously; solemnly even. Do you
remember the garden-scene in 'Romeo and Juliet,' Izzie? What pretty
sportive boy-and-girl gallantry the love-making seems; and yet what a
tragedy comes of it directly after! When I look at you to-day, Isabel,
and think of my sleepless nights, my restless weary days, my useless
wanderings, my broken vows and wasted resolutions, I look back and
remember our first meeting at Warncliffe Castle--our chance meeting. If
I had gone away ten minutes sooner, I might not have seen you--I might
never have seen you. I look back and see it all. I looked up so
indifferently when poor Raymond introduced you to us; it was almost a
bore to get up and bow to you. I thought you were very pretty, a
beautiful pale-faced automaton, with wonderful eyes that belonged of
right to some Italian picture, and not to a commonplace little person
like you. And then--having so little to do, being altogether such an
idle purposeless wretch, and being glad of any excuse for getting away
from my stately cousin and my dear prosy old uncle--I must needs stroll
to Hurstonleigh Grove, and meet you again under the changing shadows of
the grand old trees. Oh, what was it, Isabel? why was it? Was it only
idle curiosity, as I believed, that took me there? Or had the cruel
arrow shot home already; was my destiny sealed even then? I don't
know--I don't know. I am not a good man, Izzie; but I am not utterly bad
either. I went away from you, my dear; I _did_ try to avoid the great
peril of my life; but--you remember the monk in Hugo's 'Notre Dame.' It
seems a grand story in that book, Izzie, but it's the commonest story in
all the world. Some day--some careless day--we look out of the window
and see the creature dancing in the sunshine, and from that moment every
other purpose of our life is done with and forgotten; we can do nothing
but go out and follow her wherever she beckons us. If she is a wicked
siren, she may lure us into the dark recesses of her cave and pick our
bones at her leisure. If she is Undine, and plunges deep down into the
blue water, we can only take a header and go to the bottom after her.
But if she is a dear little innocent creature, worthy of our best love
and worship, why should we not be happy with her ever afterwards, like
the good people in the story-books? why should we not plan a bright life
of happiness and fidelity? Isabel, my darling, I want to talk very
seriously to you to-day. The crisis has come in our lives, and I am to
find out to-day whether you are the true woman I believe you to be, or
only a pretty little village coquette, who has fooled me to the top of
my bent, and who can whistle me off and let me down the wind to prey at
fortune directly I become a nuisance. Izzie, I want you to answer a
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