The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
serious question to-day, and all the happiness of my future life depends
upon your answer."
"Mr. Lansdell!"
She looked up at him--very much frightened by his manner, but with her
hand still clasping his. The link must so soon be broken for ever. Only
for a little while longer might she retain that dear hand in hers. Half
an hour more, and they would be parted for ever and ever. The pain of
that thought was strangely mingled with the delicious joy of being with
him, of hearing from his lips that she was beloved. What did she care
for Lady Gwendoline now?--cruel jealous Lady Gwendoline, who had
outraged and insulted the purity of her love.
"Isabel," Roland said, very gravely, bending his head to a level with
hers, as he spoke, but looking at the ground rather than at her, "It is
time that we ended this farce of duty and submission to the world; we
have tried to submit, and to rule our lives by the laws which other
people have made for us. But we cannot--we cannot, my dear. We are only
hypocrites, who try to mask our revolt under the pretence of submission.
You come here and meet me, and we are happy together--unutterably and
innocently happy. But you leave me and go home to your husband, and
smile at him, and tell him that, while you were out walking, you met Mr.
Lansdell, and so on; and you hoodwink and fool him, and act a perpetual
lie for his delusion. All that must cease, Isabel. That Preacher, whom
_I_ think the noblest reformer, the purest philosopher whose voice was
ever heard upon this earth, said that we cannot serve two masters. You
cannot go on living the life you have lived for the last three weeks,
Isabel. That is impossible. You have made a mistake. The world will tell
you that, having made it, you must abide by it, and atone for your folly
by a life of dissimulation. There are women brave enough--good enough,
if you like--to do this, and to bear their burden patiently; but you are
not one of them. You cannot dissimulate. Your soul has flown to me like
a bird out of a cage; it is mine henceforth and for ever; as surely as
that I love you,--fatally, unaccountably, mysteriously, but eternally. I
know the strength of my chain, for I have tried to break it. I have held
aloof, and tested the endurance of my love. If I ask you now to accept
that love, it is because I know that it is true and pure,--the true
metal, Izzie, the real virgin gold! I suppose a narrow vein of it runs
through every man's nature; but it is only one woman's hand that has
power to strike upon the precious ore. I love you, Isabel; and I want
you to make an end of your present life, and leave this place for ever.
I have written to an agent to get me a little villa on the outskirts of
Naples. I went there alone, Izzie, two months ago, and set up your image
in the empty rooms, and fancied you hovering here and there in your
white dress, upon the broad marble terrace, with the blue sea below you,
and the mountains above. I have made a hundred plans for our life,
Izzie.
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