The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
Lady Gwendoline had been right, after all,--this is what Isabel
thought,--and there had been no platonism, no poet-worship on Roland
Lansdell's side; only the vulgar every-day wish to run away with another
man's wife. From first to last she had been misunderstood; she had been
the dupe of her own fancies, her own dreams. Lady Gwendoline's cruel
words were only cruel truths. It was no Dante, no Tasso, who had
wandered by her side; only a dissipated young country squire, in the
habit of running away with other people's wives, and glorying in his
iniquity. There was no middle standing-place which Roland Lansdell could
occupy in this foolish girl's mind. If he was not a demi-god, he must be
a villain. If he was not an exalted creature, full of poetic aspirations
and noble fancies, he must be a profligate young idler, ready to whisper
any falsehood into the ears of foolish rustic womanhood. All the stories
of aristocratic villany that she had ever read flashed suddenly back
upon Mrs. Gilbert's mind, and made a crowd of evidence against Lady Anna
Lansdell's son. If he was not the one grand thing which she had believed
him to be--a poetic and honourable adorer--he was in nothing the hero of
her dreams. She loved him still, and must continue to love him, in spite
of all his delinquencies; but she must love him henceforward with fear
and trembling, as a splendid iniquitous creature, who had not even one
virtue to set against a thousand crimes. Such thoughts as these crowded
upon her, as she leaned sobbing on the narrow wooden rail of the bridge;
while Roland Lansdell stood by, watching her with a grave and angry
countenance.
"Is this acting, Mrs. Gilbert? Is this show of surprise and indignation
a little comedy, which you play when you want to get rid of your lovers?
Am I to accept my dismissal, and bid you good afternoon, and put up
patiently with having been made the veriest fool that ever crossed this
bridge?"
"Oh, Roland!" cried Isabel, lifting her head and looking piteously round
at him, "I loved you so--I l-loved so!"
"You love me so, and prove your love by fooling me with tender looks and
blushes, till I believe that I have met the one woman in all the world
who is to make my life happy. Oh, Isabel, I have loved you because I
thought you unlike other women. Am I to find that it is only the old
story after all--falsehood, and trick, and delusion? It was a feather in
your cap to have Mr. Lansdell of the Priory madly in love with you; and
now that he grows troublesome, you send him about his business. I am to
think this, I suppose. It has all been coquetry and falsehood, from
first to last."
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