The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
The tears rolled slowly down Mrs. Gilbert's pale cheeks as she walked
along the Midlandshire lanes that afternoon. She did not weep violently,
or abandon herself to any wild passion of grief. As yet she was quite
powerless to realize the blankness of her future life, now that her
dream was broken for ever. Her grief was not so bitter as it had been on
the day of Roland's sudden departure from Mordred. He had loved her--she
knew that now; and the supreme triumph of that thought supported her in
the midst of her sorrow. He had loved her. His love was not the sort of
thing she had so often read of, and so fondly believed in; it was only
the destroying passion of the false knight, the cruel fancy of the
wicked squire in top-boots, whom she had frequently seen--per favour of
a newspaper-order--from the back boxes of the Surrey Theatre. But he
_did_ love her! He loved her so well as to cast himself on the ground
and weep because she had rejected him; and the wicked squire in
top-boots had never gone so far as that, generally contenting himself
with more practical evidences of his vexation, such as the levying of an
execution on the goods and chattels of the heroine's father, or the
waylaying and carrying off of the heroine herself by hired ruffians. How
oddly it happens that the worthy farmer in the chintz waistcoat is
_always_ in arrear with his rent, and always stands in the relation of
tenant to the dissolute squire!
Would Mr. Lansdell do anything of that kind? Isabel gave a little shiver
as she glanced at the lonely landscape, and thought how a brace of
hireling scoundrels might spring suddenly across the hedge, and bear her
off to a convenient postchaise. Were there any postchaises in the world
now, Isabel wondered. A strange confusion of thoughts filled her mind.
She could not become _quite_ a woman all in a moment; the crossing of
the mystic brook is not so rapid an operation as that. Some remnants of
the old delusions hung about her, and merely took a new form.
She sat down on the lower step of a stile to rest herself by-and-by, and
smoothed back her hair, which had been blown about her face by the March
wind, and re-tied the strings of her bonnet, before she went out on the
high-road, that lay on the other side of the stile. When she did emerge
upon the road, she found herself ever so far from home, and close to the
model village where Mr. Raymond had given his simple entertainment of
tea and pound-cake, and in which George Gilbert had stood by her side
pleading to her with such profound humility. Poor George! The quiet
aspect of the village-green, the tiny cottages, trim and bright in the
fading March sunshine; the low wooden gate opening into the
churchyard,--all these, so strange and yet so familiar, brought back the
memory of a time that seemed unspeakably far away now.
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