The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
It was Passion-week,--for Easter fell very late in March this year,--and
the model village being a worthy model in the matter of piety as well as
in all other virtues, there was a great deal of church-going among the
simple inhabitants. The bells were ringing for evening service now, as
Mrs. Gilbert lingered in the road between the village and the
churchyard; and little groups of twos and threes, and solitary old women
in black bonnets, passed her by, as she loitered quite at a loss whither
to go, or what to do. They looked at her with solemn curiosity expressed
in their faces. She was a stranger there, though Graybridge was only a
few miles away; she was a stranger, and that alone, in any place so
circumscribed as the model village, was enough to excite curiosity; and
it may be that, over and above this, there was something in the look of
her pale face and heavy eyelids, and a certain absent expression in her
downcast eyes, calculated to arouse suspicion. Even in the midst of her
trouble she could see that people looked at her suspiciously; and all in
a moment there flashed back upon her mind the cruel things that Lady
Gwendoline Pomphrey had said to her. Yes; all at once she remembered
those bitter sentences. She had made herself a subject for slanderous
tongues, and the story of her wicked love for Roland Lansdell was on
every lip. If _he_, who should have known her--if he before whom she had
bared all the secrets of her sentimental soul--if even he thought so
badly of her as to believe that she could abandon her husband and become
the thing that Mr. Dombey believed his wife to be when he struck his
daughter on the stairs--the sort of creature whom grave Judge Brandon
met one night under a lamp-post in a London street--how could she wonder
that other people slandered and despised her? Very suddenly had the
gates of Paradise closed upon her: very swiftly had she been dropped
down from the fairy regions of her fancy to this cold, hard, cruel
workaday world; and being always prone to exaggeration, she fancied it
even colder, harder, and more cruel than it was. She fancied the people
pointing at her in the little street at Graybridge; the stern rector
preaching at her in his Sunday sermon. She pictured to herself
everything that is most bitterly demonstrative in the way of scorn and
contumely. The days were past in which solemn elders of Graybridge could
send her out to wander here and there with bare bleeding feet and a
waxen taper in her hand. There was no scarlet letter with which these
people could brand her as the guilty creature they believed her to be;
but short of this, what could they not do to her? She imagined it all:
her husband would come to know what was thought of her, and to think of
her as others thought, and she would be turned out of doors.
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