The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
There may be some men who would not have thought the story finished with
that farewell under Lord Thurston's oak; but Roland Lansdell was not one
of those men. He had little force of mind or strength of purpose with
which to fight against temptation: but he had, on the other hand, few of
the qualifications which make a tempter. So long as he had been
uncertain of himself, and the strength of his love for Isabel, he had
indeed dissembled, so far as to make a poor show of indifference. So
long as he meant to go away from Midlandshire without "doing any harm,"
he had thought it a venial sin to affect some little friendship for the
husband of the woman he loved. But from the moment in which all
vacillation gave way before a settled purpose--from the hour of his
return to Midlandshire--he had made no secret of his feelings or
intentions. He had urged this girl to do a dishonourable act, but he had
used no dishonourable means. No words can tell how bitterly he felt his
disappointment. For the first time in his life this favourite of
bountiful nature, this spoiled child of fortune, found there was
something in the world he could not have, something that was denied to
his desire. It was such a very little time since he had bewailed the
extinction of all youthful hope and ardour in pretty cynical little
verses, all sparkling with scraps of French and Latin, and Spanish and
Italian, cunningly woven into the native pattern of the rhyme. It was
only a few months since he had amused himself by scribbling melodious
lamentations upon the emptiness of life in general, and that "mortal
coldness of the soul" to which a young man of seven-and-twenty, with a
great deal of money, and nothing particular to do, is especially
subject. Ah, how pitilessly he had laughed at other men's tenderest
sentiments! What cruel aphorisms from Scarron and Rochefoucauld, and
Swift and Voltaire, and Wilkes and Mirabeau, he had quoted upon the
subject of love and woman! How resolutely he had refused to believe in
the endurance of passion! how coldly he had sneered at the holy power of
affection! He had given himself cynical airs upon the strength of his
cousin's falsehood: and had declared there was no truth in woman,
because Lady Gwendoline Pomphrey had been true to the teaching of her
life, and had tried to make the best market of her Saxon face and her
long ringlets. And now he was utterly false to his own creed. He was in
love, passionately, earnestly in love, with a foolish sentimental little
woman, whose best charm was--what? That was the question which he tried
in vain to answer. He gnashed his teeth in an access of rage when he
sought to discover why he loved this woman. Other women more beautiful,
and how much more accomplished, had spread enchanted webs of delicious
flattery and tenderness about him; and he had broken through the
impalpable meshes, and had gone away unscathed from the flashing glances
of bright eyes, unmoved by the smiles for which other men were ready to
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