The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
peril so much. Why was it that his heart yearned for this woman's
presence? She was in no way his intellectual equal: she was not a
companion for him, even at her best, when she murmured pretty little
feminine truisms about Shelley and Byron. In all his loiterings by Lord
Thurston's waterfall, he could recall no wise or witty saying that had
ever fallen from those childish lips. And yet, and yet--she was
something to him that no other woman had ever been, or, as he firmly
believed, ever could become. Oh, for one upward glance of those dark
eyes, so shyly tender, so pensively serene! Oh, for the deep delight of
standing by her side upon the border of a still Italian lake; for the
pure happiness of opening all the wild realms of wisdom and poetry
before those youthful feet! And then in after years, when she had risen
little by little to the standard which the world would deem befitting
his wife,--then, fate, or chance, the remote abstraction most men call
Providence, having favoured the truest and purest love upon this
earth,--then he might proclaim the ownership of the prize he had won for
himself; then he might exhibit before shallow, sceptical mankind, one
bright and grand example of a perfect union.
Mr. Lansdell's thoughts wandered very much after this fashion as he wore
out the long dreary days in his solitary home. He went nowhere; he
received no one. He gave the servants standing orders to say that he was
out, or engaged, to whomsoever came to Mordred. His portmanteaus were
packed, and had been packed ever since the night of his last meeting
with Isabel Gilbert. Every day he gave fresh orders respecting his
departure. He would have the carriage at such an hour, to catch a
certain train: but when the hour came, the groom was sent back to the
stables, and Mr. Lansdell lingered yet another day at Mordred Priory.
He could not go away. In vain, in vain he wrestled with himself: most
bitterly did he despise and hate himself for his unmanly weakness; but
he could not go away. She would repent: she would write to summon him to
another meeting beneath the bare old oak. With an imagination as ardent
as her own, he could picture that meeting; he could almost hear her
voice as he fancied the things she would say. "My love, my love!" she
would cry, clasping those slender hands about his arm; "I cannot live
without you: I cannot, I cannot!"
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