The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
So no one interfered with Isabel or her pupils. The education of
association, which would have been invaluable to her, was as much
wanting at Conventford as it had been at Camberwell. She lived alone
with her books and the dreams which were born of them, and waited for
the prince, the Ernest Maltravers, the Henry Esmond, the Steerforth--it
was Steerforth's proud image, and not simple-hearted David's gentle
shadow, which lingered in the girl's mind when she shut the book. She
was young and sentimental, and it was not the good people upon whom her
fancy fixed itself. To be handsome and proud and miserable, was to
possess an indisputable claim to Miss Sleaford's worship. She sighed to
sit at the feet of a Byron, grand and gloomy and discontented, baring
his white brow to the midnight blast, and raving against the baseness
and ingratitude of mankind. She pined to be the chosen slave of some
scornful creature, who should perhaps ill-treat and neglect her. I think
she would have worshipped an aristocratic Bill Sykes, and would have
been content to die under his cruel hand, only in the ruined chamber of
some Gothic castle, by moonlight, with the distant Alps shimmering
whitely before her glazing eyes, instead of in poor Nancy's unromantic
garret. And then the Count Guilliaume de Syques would be sorry, and put
up a wooden cross on the mountain pathway, to the memory of--, ÂNÁTKH;
and he would be found some morning stretched at the foot of that
mysterious memorial, with a long black mantle trailing over his
king-like form, and an important blood-vessel broken.
There is no dream so foolish, there is no fancy however childish, that
did not find a lodgment in Isabel Sleaford's mind during the long idle
evenings in which she sat alone in her quiet school-room, watching the
stars kindle faintly in the dusk, and the darkening shadows gathering in
the meadows, while feeble lights began to twinkle in the distant streets
of Conventford. Sometimes, when her pupils were fast asleep in their
white-curtained beds, Izzie stole softly down, and went out into the
garden to walk up and down in the fair moonlight; the beautiful
moonlight in which Juliet had looked more lovely than the light of day
to Romeo's enraptured eyes; in which Hamlet had trembled before his
father's ghostly face. She walked up and down in the moonlight, and
thought of all her dreams; and wondered when her life was going to
begin. She was getting quite old; yes--she thought of it with a thrill
of horror--she was nearly eighteen! Juliet was buried in the tomb of the
Capulets before this age, and haughty Beatrix had lived her life, and
Florence Dombey was married and settled, and the story all over.
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