I am at a loss how to give you any correct notion of one whose
universality seems to impart to her character all the semblance of
contradictory qualities. She is, for instance, proud and haughty, to
a degree little short of insolence. She exacts from men a species of
deference little less than a slavish submission. As she herself says,
"Let them do homage." All her ideas of life and society are formed on
the very grandest scale. She has known, in fact, but one "set," and
that has been one where royalties moved as private individuals. Her very
trinkets recall such memories; and I have passed more than one morning
admiring pearl ear-rings, with the cipher of the Czarawitsch; bracelets
with the initials of an Austrian Archduke, and a diamond cross, which
she forgot whether it was given her by Prince Metternich or Mehemet Ali.
If you only heard her, too, how she talks of that "dear old thing, the
ex-King of Bavaria," and with what affectionate regard she alludes to
"her second self,--the Queen of Spain," you 'd feel at once, dearest
Kitty, that you were moving amidst crowns and sceptres, with the rustle
of royal purple beside, and the shadow of a thronely canopy over you. In
one sense, this has been for us the very rarest piece of good fortune;
for, accustomed as she has been to only one sphere,--and that the very
highest,--she does not detect many little peculiarities in papa's and
mamma's habits, and censure them as vulgar, but rather accepts them as
the ways and customs among ordinary nobility. In fact, she thinks the
Prince, as she calls papa, the very image of "Pozzo di Borgo;" and mamma
she can scarcely see without saying, "Your Majesty," she is so like the
Queen Dowager of Piedmont.
As to James, if it were not that I knew her real sentiments, and that
she loves him to distraction,--merely judging from what goes on in
society,--I should say he had not a chance of success. She takes
pleasure, I almost think, in decrying the very qualities he has most
pretension to. She even laughs at his horsemanship; and yesterday went
so far as to say that activity was not amongst his perfections,--James,
who really is the very type of agility! One of her amusements is to
propose to him some impossible feat or other, and the poor boy has
nearly broken his back and dislocated his limbs by contortions that
nothing but a fish could accomplish. But the contrarieties of her nature
do not end here! She, so grave, so dignified, so imperious, I might even
call it, before others, once alone with me becomes the wildest creature
in existence. The very moment she makes her escape to her own room, she
can scarcely control her delight at throwing off the "Countess," as she
says herself, and being once again free, joyous, and unconstrained.
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