I have told her, over and over again, that if James only knew her in
these moods, that he would adore her even more than he does now; but
she only laughs, and says, "Well, time enough; he shall see me so one of
these days." It was not till after ten or twelve days that she admitted
me to her real confidence. The manner of it was itself curious. "Are you
sleepy?" said she to me, one evening as we went upstairs to bed; "for,
if not, come and pay me a visit in my room."
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I accepted the invitation; and after exchanging my evening robe for a
dressing-gown, hastened to the chamber. I could scarcely believe my
eyes as I entered! She was seated on a richly embroidered cushion on
the floor, dressed in Turkish fashion, loose trousers of gold-sprigged
muslin, with a small fez of scarlet cloth on her head, and a jacket of
the same colored velvet almost concealed beneath its golden embroidery;
a splendid scimitar lay beside her, and a most costly pipe, in pure
Turkish taste, which, however, she did not make use of, but smoked a
small paper cigarette instead.
"Come, dearest," said she, "turn the key in the door, and light your
cigar; here we are at length free and happy." It was in vain that I
assured her I never had tried to smoke. At first she would n't believe,
and then she actually screamed with laughter at me. "One would fancy,"
said she, "that you had only left England yesterday. Why, child, where
have you lived and with whom?" I cannot go over all she said; nor need
I repeat the efforts I made to palliate my want of knowledge of life,
which she really appeared to grieve over. "I should never think of
asking your sister here," said she; "there is a frivolity in all her
gayety--a light-heartedness, without sentiment--that I cannot abide;
but you, _ma chère_, you have a nature akin to my own. You ought, and,
indeed, must be one of us."
So far as I could collect, Kitty,--for remember, I was smoking my first
cigarette all this time, and not particularly clear of head,--there is a
set in Parisian society, the most exclusive and refined of all, who have
voted the emancipation of women from all the slavery and degradation
to which the social usages of the world at large would condemn them.
Rightly judging that the expansion of intelligence is to be acquired
only in greater liberty of action, they have admitted them to a freer
community and participation in the themes which occupy men's thoughts,
and the habits which accompany their moods of reflection.
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