Registering a secret vow to be the death of the antiquated tiger
aforesaid, I entered into conversation with Mrs. G. H., who,
notwithstanding some unpleasant passages between our families, expressed
unqualified delight at the thought of meeting us all once more; inquired
after my mother most affectionately; and asked if the girls were looking
well, and whether they rode and danced as beautifully as ever. She made,
between times, little efforts to draw her friend into conversation by
some allusion to Mary Anne's grace or Cary's accomplishments; but all
in vain. Adeline only met the advances with a cold stare, or a little
half-smile of most sneering expression. It was not that she was distant
and reserved towards me. No, Bob; her manner was downright contemptuous;
it was insulting; and yet such was the fascination her beauty had
acquired over me that I could have knelt at her feet in adoration of
her. I have no doubt that she saw this. I soon perceived that Mrs. Gore
Hampton did. There is a wicked consciousness in a woman's look as she
sees a man "hooked," there's no mistaking. Her eyes expressed this
sentiment now; and, indeed, she did not try to hide it.
She invited me to come home and sup with them. She half tried to make
Adeline say a word or two in support of the invitation; but no, she
would not even hear it; and when I accepted, she half peevishly declared
she had got a bad headache, and would go to bed after the play. I
tell you these trivial circumstances, Bob, just that you may fancy how
irretrievably lost I was when such palpable signs of dislike could not
discourage me. I felt this all--and acutely too; but somehow with no
sense of defeat, but a stubborn, resolute determination to conquer them.
I went back to sup with Mrs. G. H., and Adeline kept her word and
retired. There were a few men--foreigners of distinction--but I sat
beside the hostess, and heard nothing but praises of that "dear angel."
These eulogies were mixed up with a certain tender pity that puzzled me
sadly, since they always left the impression that either the angel had
done something herself, or some one else had done it towards her, that
called for all the most compassionate sentiments of the human heart.
As to any chance of her history--who she was, whence she came, and so
on--it was quite out of the question; you might as well hope for the
private life of some aerial spirit that descends in the midst of canvas
clouds in a ballet. She was there--to be worshipped, wondered at, and
admired, but not to be catechised.
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