I left Mrs. H.'s house at three in the morning,--a sadder but scarcely a
wiser man. She charged me most solemnly not to mention to any one where
I had been,--a precaution possibly suggested by the fact that I had lost
sixty Napoleons at lansquenet,--a game at which I left herself and her
friends deeply occupied when I came away. I was burning with impatience
for Tiverton to come back to Florence. He had gone down to the Maremma
to shoot snipe. For, although I was precluded by my promise from
divulging about the supper, I bethought me of a clever stratagem by
which I could obtain all the counsel and guidance without any breach
of faith, and this was, to take him with me some evening to the pit,
station him opposite to No. 19, and ask all about its occupants; he
knows everybody everywhere, so that I should have the whole history of
my unknown charmer on the easiest of all terms.
From that day and that hour, I became a changed creature. The gay
follies of my fashionable friends gave me no pleasure. I detested balls.
I abhorred theatres. _She_ ceased to frequent the opera. In fact, I
gave the most unequivocal proof of my devotion to one by a most sweeping
detestation of all the rest of mankind. Amidst my other disasters, I
could not remember where Mrs. Gore Hampton lived. We had driven to her
house after the theatre; it was a long way off, and seemed to take a
very circuitous course to reach, but in what direction I had not the
very vaguest notion of. The name of it, too, had escaped me, though she
repeated it over several times when I was taking my leave of her. Of
course, my omitting to call and pay my respects would subject me to
every possible construction of rudeness and incivility, and here was,
therefore, another source of irritation and annoyance to me.
My misanthropy grew fiercer. I had passed through the sad stage, and
now entered upon the combative period of the disease. I felt an intense
longing to have a quarrel with somebody. I frequented _cafe's_,
and walked the streets in a battle, murder, and sudden-death
humor,--frowning at this man, scowling at that. But, have you never
remarked, the caprice of Fortune is in this as in all other things? Be
indifferent at play, and you are sure to win; show yourself regardless
of a woman, and you are certain to hear she wants to make your
acquaintance. Go out of a morning in a mood of universal love and
philanthropy, and I'll take the odds that you have a duel on your hands
before evening.
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