I expected, if not humility, dearest, at least deference, mingled with
intense astonishment and, perhaps, admiration. Will you believe me when
I tell you that he was just as composed, as easy and unconstrained as
if it was my sister Cary! The very utmost I could do was to restrain
my angry sense of indignation; I'm not, indeed, quite certain that I
succeeded in this, for I thought I detected at one moment a half-smile
upon his features at a sally of more than ordinary smartness which I
uttered.
I cannot express to you how much he is disimproved, not in appearance,
for I own that he is remarkably good-looking, and, strange to say, has
even the air and bearing of fashion about him. It is his manners, Kitty,
his insufferable ease and self-sufficiency, that I allude to. He talked
away about the world and society, about great people and their habits,
as if they were amongst his earliest associations. He was not astonished
at anything; and, stranger than all, showed not the slightest desire to
base his present acquaintance upon our former intimacy.
I told him I detested Ireland, and hoped never to go back there. He
coldly remarked that with such feelings it were probably wiser to live
abroad. I sneered at the vulgar tone of the untravelled English; and
his impertinent remark was an allusion to the demerits of badly imitated
manners and ill-copied attractions. I grew enthusiastic about art,
praised pictures and statues, and got eloquent about music. Fancy his
cool insolence, in telling me that he was too uninformed to enter upon
these themes, and only knew when he was pleased, but without being able
to say why. In fact, Kitty, a more insufferable mass of conceit and
presumption I never encountered, nor could I have believed that a
few months of foreign travel could have converted a simple-hearted,
unaffected young man into a vain, self-opinionated coxcomb,--too
offensive to waste words on, and for whom I have really to apologize in
thus obtruding on your notice.
It was an unspeakable relief to me when papa joined us. A very little
more would have exhausted my patience; and in my heart I believe the
puppy saw as much, and enjoyed it as a triumph. Worse again, too, papa
complimented him upon the change a knowledge of the world had effected
in him, and even asked me to concur in the commendation. I need not say
that I replied to this address by a sneer not to be misunderstood, and I
trust he felt it.
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