He is to dine here to-day. He declined the invitation at first, but
suffered himself to be persuaded into a cold acceptance afterwards. He
had to go to Lord Stanthorpe's in the evening. I expected to hear him
say "Stanthorpe's;" but he did n't, and it vexed me. I have not been
peculiarly courteous nor amiable to him this morning, but I hope he will
find me even less so at dinner. I only wish that a certain person
was here, and I would show, by the preference of my manner, how I can
converse with, and how treat those whom I really recognize as my equals.
I must now hurry away to prepare Cary for what she is to expect, and,
if possible, instil into her mind some share of the prejudices which now
torture my own.
Saturday Morning.
Everything considered, Kitty, our dinner of yesterday passed off
pleasantly,--a thousand times better than I expected. Sir Morris Penrhyn
was of the party too; and notwithstanding certain awkward passages that
had once occurred between mamma and him, comported himself agreeably and
well. I concluded that papa was able to make some explanations that must
have satisfied him, for he appeared to renew his attentions to Cary;
at least, he bestowed upon her some arctic civilities, whose frigid
deference chills me even in memory.
You will be curious to hear how Mr. B. (he appears to have dropped
the Doctor) appeared on further intimacy; and, really, I am forced to
confess that he rather overcame some of the unfavorable impressions his
morning visit had left. He has evidently taken pains to profit by the
opportunities afforded to him, and seen and learned whatever lay within
his reach. He is a very respectable linguist, and not by any means so
presumptuous as I at first supposed. I fancy, dearest, that somehow,
unconsciously perhaps, we have been sparring with each other this
morning, and that thus many of the opinions he appeared to profess were
simply elicited by the spirit of contradiction. I say this, because
I now find that we agree on a vast variety of topics, and even our
judgments of people are not so much at variance as I could have
imagined.
Of course, Kitty, the sphere of his knowledge of the world is a very
limited one, and even what he _has_ seen has always been in the capacity
of a subordinate. He has not viewed life from the eminence of one who
shall be nameless, nor mixed in society with a rank that confers its
prescriptive title to attention. I could wish he were more aware--more
conscious of this fact I mean, dearest, that I should like to see him
more penetrated by his humble position, whereas his manner has an easy,
calm unconstraint, that is exactly the opposite of what I imply. I
cannot exactly, perhaps, convey the impression upon my own mind, but
you may approximate to it, when I tell you that he vouchsafes neither
surprise nor astonishment at the class of people with whom we now
associate; nor does he appear to recognize in them anything more exalted
than our old neighbors at Bruff.
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