First of all about Morris, or Sir Morris, as I ought to call him. I
told you in my last how warmly he had taken up Mrs. D.'s cause, and how
mainly instrumental was he in her liberation. This being accomplished,
however, I could not but perceive that he inclined to resume the cold
and distant tone he had of late assumed towards us, and rather retire
from, than incur, any renewal of our intimacy. When I was younger in the
world, Tom, I believe I'd have let him follow his humor undisturbed; but
with more mature experience of life, I have come to see that one often
sacrifices a real friendship in the indulgence of some petty regard to
a ceremonial usage, and so I resolved at least to know the why, if I
could, of Morris's conduct.
I went frankly to him at his hotel, and asked for an explanation.
He stared at me for a second or two without speaking, and then said
something about the shortness of my memory,--a recent circumstance,--and
such like, that I could make nothing of. Seeing my embarrassment, he
appeared slightly irritated, and proceeded to unlock a writing-desk on
the table before him, saying hurriedly,--
"I shall be able to refresh your recollection, and when you read over--"
He stopped, clasped his hand to his forehead suddenly, and, as if
overcome, threw himself down into a seat, deeply agitated. "Forgive me,"
said he at length, "if I ask you a question or two. You remember being
ill at Genoa, don't you?"
"Perfectly."
"You can also remember receiving a letter from me at that time?"
"No,--nothing of the kind!"
"No letter?--you received no letter of mine?"
"None!"
"Oh, then, this must really--" He paused, and, overcoming what I saw
was a violent burst of indignation, he walked the room up and down for
several minutes. "Mr. Dodd," said he to me, taking ray hand in both his
own, "I have to entreat your forgiveness for a most mistaken impression
on my part influencing me in my relations, and suggesting a degree of
coldness and distrust which, owing to your manliness of character alone,
has not ended in our estrangement forever. I believed you had been in
possession of a letter from me; I thought until this moment that it
really had reached you. I now know that I was mistaken, and have only to
express my sincere contrition for having acted under a rash credulity."
He went over this again and again, always, as it seemed to me, as
if about to say more, and then suddenly checking himself under what
appeared to be a quickly remembered reason for reserve.
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