It is now nigh three o'clock. The night is of the very blackest, neither
moon nor stars to be seen; fearful squalls of wind--gusts strong enough
to shake this stronghold to its foundation--tear wildly past, and from
the distance comes the booming sound of thundering avalanches. One might
fancy, easily, that escape from this was impossible, and that to be cast
away here implied a lingering but inevitable fate. No great strain of
fancy is needed for such a consummation. We are miles from all human
habitation, and three yards beyond the doorway the boldest would not
dare to venture! And you, Kitty, at this hour are calmly sleeping to the
hum of "the spreading sycamore;" or, perchance, awake, and thinking of
her who now pours out her heart before you; and oh, blame me not if it
be a tangled web that I present to you, for such will human hopes and
emotions ever make it My poor heart is, indeed, a battleground for
warring hopes and fears, high-soaring ambitions, and depressing terrors.
Would that you were here to guide, console, and direct me!
Lord George has not returned. What can his absence mean? All is silent,
too, in the dreary building. My anxieties are fearful,--I dread I know
not what. I fancy a thousand ills that even possibility would have
rejected. The courier is to pass this at five o'clock, so that I must,
perchance, close my letter in the same agony of doubt and uncertainty.
Oh, dearest, only fancy the _mal à propos_. Who do you think our
neighbors are? Mr. and Mrs. Gore Hampton, on their way to Italy! Can you
imagine anything so unfortunate and so distressing? You may remember
all our former intimacy,--I may call it friendship,--and by what an
unpropitious incident it was broken up. Lord George has just come to
tell me the tidings, but, instead of participating in my distress, he
seems to think the affair an admirable joke. I need not tell you that he
knows nothing of mamma's temper, nor her manner of acting. What may come
of this there is no saying. It seems that there is scarcely a chance of
our being able to get on to-day; and here we are all beneath one roof,
our mutual passions of jealousy, hatred, revenge, and malice, all snowed
up on the top of the Splugen Alps!
I have asked of Lord George, almost with tears, what is to be done? but
to all seeming he sees no difficulty in the matter, for his reply is
always, "Nothing whatever." When pressed closely, he says, "Oh, the
Gore Hamptons are such thoroughly well-bred folk, there is never any
awkwardness to be apprehended from _them_. Be quite easy in your mind;
_they_ have tact enough for any emergency." What this may mean, Kitty, I
cannot even guess; for the "situation," as the French would call it, is
peculiar. And as to tact, it is, after all, like skill in a game which,
however available against a clever adversary, is of little value when
opposed to those who neither recognize the rules, nor appreciate the
nice points of the encounter.
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