I can't go over our journey--the very thought of it goes far with
me--but if you can imagine three females along with the Arctic voyagers,
you may form some vague idea of our perils. Bitter winds, piercing
snow-drift, pelting showers of powdered ice, starvation, and
danger,--dreadful danger,--them was the enjoyments that cost us
something over eighteen pounds! Why?--you naturally say,--why? And well
may you ask, Mrs. Gallagher. It is nothing remarkable in your saying
that this is singular and almost unintelligible. The answer, however, is
easy, and the thing itself no mystery. It's as old as Adam, my dear, and
will last as long as his family. The natural baseness and depravity
of the human heart! Oh, Molly, what a subject that is! I'm never weary
thinking of it; and, strange to say, the more you reflect the more
difficult does it become. Father Shea had an elegant remark that I often
think over: "Our bad qualities," says he, "are like noxious reptiles.
There 's no good trying to destroy them, for they 're too numerous; nor
to reclaim them, for they 're too savage; the best thing is to get out
of their way." There's a deal of fine philosophy in the observation,
Molly; and if, instead of irritating and vexing and worrying our
infirmities, we just treated them the way we should a shark or a
rattlesnake, depend upon it we 'd preserve our unanimity undisturbed,
and be happier as well as better. Maybe you 'll ask why I don't try this
plan with K. I.? But I did, Molly. I did so for fifteen years. I went
on never minding his perfidious behavior; I winked at his frailties,
and shut my eyes, as you know yourself, to Shusy Connor; but my leniency
only made him bolder in wickedness, till at last we came to that elegant
business, last summer, in Germany, that got into all the newspapers, and
made us the talk of the whole world.
I thought the lesson he got at that time taught him something. I fondly
dreamed that the shame and disgrace would be of service to him; at all
events, that it would take the conceit out of him. Vain hopes, Molly
dear,--vain and foolish hopes! He isn't a bit better; the bad dross
is in him; and my silent tears does no more good than my gentle
remonstrances.
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