Children of clergy -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mountaineering -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
"Wouldn't it be a capital plan, if we might see over the house? I love
old farms. So full of curiosities, you know, and steps up and down.
And farm-kitchens are too delightful for anything—the chimney-corners,
and flitches of bacon, and saucepans that one can see one's face in.
So idyllic! And I adore old beams. Such a history of the past written
in them."
Mrs. Morris offered no objection. Perhaps she hoped thus to escape
further questioning; a hope not destined to find fulfilment. The two
ladies vanished, led by Mrs. Morris, and followed by Jane. Doris made
a move towards Winnie.
"Are you ill? I think you ought to lie down." She had seen Winnie's
start from the sofa when they arrived.
"By-and-by—" with a smile.
"You are shivering. Don't wait till by-and-by. I'll tell them I made
you." With a pretty air of command she insisted, covering the girl
well up. "What makes you feel so bad?"
"It's only rheumatism. I mustn't mind."
"Are you in pain now?"
Winnie whispered a "Yes," and lay as if worn out. The half-hour
of sitting up had tried her severely. Doris examined the pale face,
and felt a wish to know more of what lay beneath that serene white
brow, with its clustering hair, its sweet patience. Winnie Morris,
though perhaps not much older than herself, seemed to have lived a
good deal longer.
"Where is the pain, Winnie,—if I may call you so?"
"Almost everywhere. But I mustn't mind," the girl repeated. "People
often have worse things to bear than rheumatism."
"I should think that was quite bad enough. How long ago did it begin?"
"Oh, some years. I seem to have been in pain—almost always."
The words struck home. Doris saw the contrast between her own health
and vigour, her powers of enjoyment, her free active life,—and this
restrained suffering existence. The gentle pretty face filled her
with pity.
"Always in pain! Every day. No end to it. That is frightfully hard
to bear. Can't anything be done? At your age—"
"I'm twenty-five. People often take me for less. Only one year younger
than Jane, and two younger than Raye."
"I shouldn't have guessed you to be more than eighteen. Don't you get
desperately tired of being always ill—not able to go about and amuse
yourself? Don't you feel cross sometimes?" Doris recalled her own late
mood of discontent, her impatience under little home-worries,
her half-imaginary grievances. What did they matter, compared with
what Winnie had to bear?
"I try not—" very low. "It is what—what God chooses for me—so it is
all right."
"Does that really help you, Winnie?"
"Yes; often. It ought—always." Doris's gaze drew her on. "Don't you
know those lines by Trench—
"'Thou cam'st not to thy place by accident;
It is the very place God meant for thee!'"
"And if He meant it—chose it—arranged it all—don't you see?—it must be
right, because He loves me."
"The place—perhaps. But the pain—"
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