"For good, no, hardly." Again a laugh, but tense now, forced. "Nor
quitting. In plain English I mean I'm kicked out, fired. By request, very
insistent request, I've resigned." With an effort he met the girl's eyes
fairly. "I've babbled my last lecture in college halls, piped my swan
song. The curtain is down, the orchestra has packed its instruments. Only
the echo now remains."
* * * * *
"Tell me about it, Steve." The old man had gone, dodderingly, on a
pitifully transparent pretext. The girl had tossed coat and gloves on
one chair and herself had taken another, removing her hat as she spoke.
"Begin at the beginning and tell me what's the matter--what this all
means."
"There is no beginning that I know of," with a shrug that fell far short
of the indifferent. "What it means I've already told you."
The hat followed the coat, hanging where it caught on the latter by one
pin. "Let's not dissimulate for the present," pleaded the girl, "or
juggle words. There's a time for everything."
"And the present?"
"Don't, please! As a favor, if you wish. Begin at the beginning."
"I repeat, there is none to my knowledge. There's only an end."
"The end, then," swiftly; "the reason for it. Don't you wish to tell
me?"
"No, I don't wish to. I intend to tell you, however. It was all regular,
my retirement; no one at fault among the powers that are. I had been
warned--and failed to profit. It was very regular."
"Yes, yes; but the reason! Tell me that."
"Certainly. I was just coming to it. I failed to materialize at the
department two days in succession. I overslept."
"Steve Armstrong! Steve--what do you fancy I'm made of! Do you mean to
tell me or merely to--dissect?"
"No, not dissect, to tell you. That's why I came; to tell you several
things, this among the rest. Elice, don't do that, don't cry. Please!--I
don't intend to be a brute, I didn't mean anything. I'm simply ashamed to
tell you straight from the shoulder. I'm down in the gutter. You'll hear,
though, anyway. I might better--I was drunk, irresponsible, two days in
succession. That's all."
"You--that way; you, Steve Armstrong!" No tears now, no hysterics; just
steady, unbelieving expectancy. "I can't believe it--won't. You're
playing with me."
"No, it's true. I won't say 'God knows it's true.' I'm not dog enough yet
to--blaspheme. It's simply true."
"Steve!" The girl was on her feet, half way to him. "I never dreamed,
never--You poor boy!"
"Elice, don't--don't touch me. I ask it--don't!"
"What--you can't mean--that!"
"Yes. Sit down, please." The voice was thick. "I have several things to
tell you. This was only one."
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