The Door in the Wall, and Other Stories — John Shaqi
The Door in the Wall, and Other StoriesWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Door in the Wall, and Other Stories
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
Fantasy fiction, English; Science fiction, English; Short stories
“After that,” he said, “I dreamt often. For three weeks of nights that
dream was my life. And the worst of it was there were nights when I
could not dream, when I lay tossing on a bed in this accursed life; and
there—somewhere lost to me—things were happening—momentous, terrible
things . . . I lived at nights—my days, my waking days, this life I am
living now, became a faded, far-away dream, a drab setting, the cover
of the book.”
He thought.
“I could tell you all, tell you every little thing in the dream, but as
to what I did in the daytime—no. I could not tell—I do not remember. My
memory—my memory has gone. The business of life slips from me—”
He leant forward, and pressed his hands upon his eyes. For a long time
he said nothing.
“And then?” said I.
“The war burst like a hurricane.”
He stared before him at unspeakable things.
“And then?” I urged again.
“One touch of unreality,” he said, in the low tone of a man who speaks
to himself, “and they would have been nightmares. But they were not
nightmares—they were not nightmares. No!”
He was silent for so long that it dawned upon me that there was a
danger of losing the rest of the story. But he went on talking again in
the same tone of questioning self-communion.
“What was there to do but flight? I had not thought the war would touch
Capri—I had seemed to see Capri as being out of it all, as the contrast
to it all; but two nights after the whole place was shouting and
bawling, every woman almost and every other man wore a badge—Evesham’s
badge—and there was no music but a jangling war-song over and over
again, and everywhere men enlisting, and in the dancing halls they were
drilling. The whole island was awhirl with rumours; it was said, again
and again, that fighting had begun. I had not expected this. I had seen
so little of the life of pleasure that I had failed to reckon with this
violence of the amateurs. And as for me, I was out of it. I was like
the man who might have prevented the firing of a magazine. The time had
gone. I was no one; the vainest stripling with a badge counted for more
than I. The crowd jostled us and bawled in our ears; that accursed song
deafened us; a woman shrieked at my lady because no badge was on her,
and we two went back to our own place again, ruffled and insulted—my
lady white and silent, and I aquiver with rage. So furious was I, I
could have quarrelled with her if I could have found one shade of
accusation in her eyes.
“All my magnificence had gone from me. I walked up and down our rock
cell, and outside was the darkling sea and a light to the southward
that flared and passed and came again.
“‘We must get out of this place,’ I said over and over. ‘I have made my
choice, and I will have no hand in these troubles. I will have nothing
of this war. We have taken our lives out of all these things. This is
no refuge for us. Let us go.’
“And the next day we were already in flight from the war that covered
the world.
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